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2009-11-14T09:18:00.000+08:00

DELETING SOON.
BYE

2009-10-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

Gosh keeping up this hardworking-blogger persona is so tough. Mostly that's due to the lazy nature of yours truly.

Saturday i was like, a schizophrenic in disguise. A fight with my mum kicked off my i-wanna-strangle-some-people mood but i met the usual gang and had awesome mushroom soup at borders bistro which made me immensely happy. (Yes, despite them stealing it.......)
On top of that, i bought Can you keep a secret? and Dead until dark, both books which i've been eyeing for AGES. (Sighs) Charming guys and sexy vampires~
If you havent read Can you keep a secret? and yearn for a funny yet romantic read, go for that!! by Sophie Kinsella.

Was SUPPOSED to donate blood, what we set out for actually, but a text from celeste that the whole Np gang was there and waiting for me meant i had to leave sooner than i thought.
But the Caryn's party was still enjoyable, albeit a little boring, since we didnt know much ppl there. It was quite peculiar, to see the bunch of seniors whom i can hardly recognize anymore since their appearance changed drastically. Except Caryn, whom we meet up with fairly occasionally. Like Jon for example, had to suffer our torments on how he is 'fake' and had spilt personality because he was wearing pink and not as black-faced as before. (hahaha)

I've been watching The vampire diaries to quell my lust for True blood, since i have to wait till JUNE 2010 for season 3. (Can you believe how LONG?!! *YELLL in agony)
But the hiearchy is like---
Twilight: Middle School
The Vampire Diaries: High school
True Blood: College
(quoted from some trubbie i saw on the official fan page)

Some true blood pictures i found taking a bite out of twilight. Way to go my sexy viking vampire!

Nevertheless, the guys are HOT (grin), all complete with dark eyes, mysterious demeanor and sexy packs. I know, everyone asks me if i watch shows for the show itself or for hot guys. Well, the answer is the latter. (dont deny it, i know deep down people feel that way, same for GUYS who watch for hot girls) Anyone dare tell me in Transformers you're analysing the autobots' body instead of ogling megan fox's?

Which reminds me, i WANT to watch Jennifer's body! Why do they have to make it R21,crappy oversensitive Singapore media. I bet they already sensored out a whole bunch of stuff. Wait till if i work at MDA in future, i'll give everyone their money's worth. R21? Yeah everyone gets knocked out.

OH by the way i'm here blogging with freedom cos i ditched school today :D

2009-09-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging I am so hardworking at blogging

Met up with celeste, jian, xueli and jack ytd to buy caryn ah ma's bday present. She better love it and not complain, or we'll just skin her alive. My feet were screaming by the end of the shopping trip. Decorating her box in progress, might give a sneak peek! (now, why don't i have an unglam picture of her.....?)

Met steph and car along with peiwen and peng today to watch 9. I wasnt supposed to in the first place but i succumbed to peer pressure to not go home early S: It was simply mediocre for me, nothing extraordinary or mind-blowing and definitely too short. Peiwen's fault! Insisted on watching cos of her favourite number i swear. okay i admit i was keen to watch too.

Worried for results X:
and partly my over anal-itic mum's opinion on them.

2009-09-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

Well, a gazillion things have passed since i visited this measly brainvomit-dump of mine now. Being 18 and old, unhappy tantrums and quarrels around the house, prelims, more fights and tears, outings with the gang, and other random nitty gritties.
I really thank heavens for my friends who are filled with so much nonsense that it provides me relief from home.
The active volcano at home has erupted every so often that im already used to it. I know everyone says this, but seriously, life sucks. The full meaning never sank in till now.

I've been swamped with quite a number of movies recently, and i thought i'd give a little review of some
G force
Cute
Appliance-comes-to-life idea recurrent.
Ugly truth
Hilarious
Why she didnt end up with hottie?? D:
GI joe
Channing
Nice suits?
Drag me to hell
Ew you old lady
I predicted the twist (yawn)
District 9
Downright terrible
what were you thinking peter jackson?
Year one
Worst movie in the world award
Lousy plot
Supposed-to-be-funny parts werent even amusing
Patience hanging on a thin thread
Marley and me (a lil slow on this one)
Me: Smile, laugh, cry cry cry cry cry
Mum&dad (non dog-lovers): snore

Trueblood season 2 has ended!!!!!!!!! I have to wait for season 3 to see my incredibly sexy handsome viking hot charming charismatic gorgeous vampire Eric Northman (aka voted 10 times sexiest man in Sweden-Alexander Skarsgard) in summer 2010!!!!!!
Robert pattinson you can go kiss your own ass!
Damn amaphrodite-y lady gaga for getting her hands (and lips and every part of her) on him. Your video won cause of him!!!!!!

Fans of harry potter, you're in for the most awesome experience of a lifetime.
Your wildest imagination is coming true with Universal Orlando Resort-The Wizarding world of Harry Potter
Complete with Hogsmeade, Honeydukes, Threebroomsticks, Hogshead, Ollivander's, The owlery, Zonko's and many more, it even has the Hogwarts castle and thrill rides like Dragon's challenge or Flight of a hippogriff.
Spring 2010, apparate there immediately! (make sure you pass your Apparition test-open to all sixth years with birthdays on or before august 31)
Oh and of course, you have to be a wizard. Muggles just get your flight ticket to Florida, too bad about the extra hours.

Okay abnormal much, Estelle? (Like talking to yourself now?)

For more info, check this out:
http://www.universalorlando.com/harrypotter/first_look_uo.html

While this momentary insanity is cathartic, i'd better get back to the depths of hell.

2009-05-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

Be back soon i guess. (just here now to procrastinate work)
Then again, what purpose do blogs serve? A platform to rant? An avenue to release stress? But not so prudent to unleash your innermost emotions, the public has access to your page.

Or is it that tiny demonic voice that raves for 'attention'?

On a sidenote, i completed TRUEBLOOD season 1. Season 2 here i come baby. This is my temporary nirvana. HAHA. How BKC.

2009-04-01T21:38:00.003+08:00

I got fucking awesome results for block tests. UUS(UD)
And the lump of fats wanted to see my mudder & farder.
"Tell me, what you want me to tell your parents? I want you to write a script for me"

Wa Piang eh, feel like punching him right? L had to ask me to chill chill chill. Haha. No prob, i even smiled at him. (hiding daggers in my eyes)

On a lighter note, there are probably some microscopic things that can take my mind off my over-anal parents and lousy lame life.

1)
Zoo trip with 0831 was enjoyable cos i got to see animals. Its kinda my dream to help out in an animal welfare cause or work in the zoo! And my favourite, the magnificent white tigers. Beautiful, really.

2) Also, Kwan's Eighteenth. Which was.. well, on the eighteenth.
Pictures are all over facebook already so i shant bother putting up again like the not-avid-blogger i am. Do check out her lobster-red face and some Mature 18! instances. HAHA

3) Oh and i got my Disderi 4 lens already! Only got 13 pictures so far though. My first step at lomography!
I swear when i get alot of munny i'll buy all the lomo cams there is and all the vintage cams i can get my hands on.

4) I passed my piano practical! Marginally only though. Kinda gave my mum the chance to blabber about how i used to get distinctions and now only a pass. How unappreciative. No pat on the back or 'good you passed'
But whatever, not gonna let that get me. If i let stuff like that get in my head so easily, i would've plucked out all my hair by now.

April's Fool today. Im really counting my stars (or sheep or whatever the term is) that this year, i escaped unscathed. We wanted to do freezing in time (to our wonderful gp tutor haha) or suddenly duck in the atrium and see who follows us.

But didnt. Damn.

For the benefit of those who havent seen this (you noob living in a well!!!!) , its downright awesome.

Check out 'Suicide Jumper' and 'Food court musical' too!

I swear some people looked up when Mich suggested the bunch of us point to the ceiling and stare! Even though we were uncontrollably laughing.
ALMOST able to scam her as well for her 'firedrill' suggestion.

Then again, they are short-lived. Back to catching up with work long overdue, enduring naggings everyday, applying anger management so i wouldnt burst......

When would this downhill roller coaster go up?

2009-03-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

Shit tmr age group tournament. Pls just dont let me get thrashed too badly. (crosses fingers)

Spent time with my Og mates today. Which was quite interesting, went rollerblading! (aft x country was cancelled) But funny how we talk so much cock on msn yet got nth much to talk when we see each other. Still it was great fun.

And i just want some ppl to shut up.
Amazing how fucked up life can get sometimes.

But i fake a smile so he wont see.

2009-03-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

I have no clue why, I've become such a loser at piano exams.
My hands trembled, my fingers fumbled. Like my toes trying to sew, i just couldnt perform in front of the examiner. All british-y accent and smiling face.
Perform in front of a crowd? Do a dare? Climb high elements? No problem.

Its that still air, the pin-dropping silence and ears that scrutinize every noise you make.
My heart couldnt stop pounding.

My voice trembled as i sung, my mind went blank when she asked questions. 'What cadence do you think this is?'
Imperfect, 1-5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yet i couldnt answer. I know i screwed up. Just hoping she will at least let me pass on the dot.

And i definitely do not need some lj bin proclaiming how i waste money when i expressed my lack of confidence. And go into a long drawn lecture. Just fucking leave me be. 'Just play in front of one person in a room only what' If its that simple, go fucking play it yourself la nb. Only capable of rubbing it in when i already feel like a piece of crap.

I also do not need more lectures when i tell you that my class didnt do well for math. (only a D and a E in the entire class according to girlf)

And expressing YOUR selfish opinions about MY future without even caring for MY thoughts but only YOURS, doesnt help either.

And its raining. I hate rainy days.

Oh wow you're really the epitomy of failure, stl. Keep up the good job at producing only garbage!

2009-03-01T13:57:00.004+08:00

Flash my sheepish yet megawatt smile and add a blur ticketing office guy, the big "18 as of date and day of birth" sign was ignored even as he held my identity in his hand. Thus, it was a family outing for me to My Bloody Valentine in 3D !! (Parents, Godparents, Cousin, his girlf)

Had a fairly predictable 'psycho killer kills everyone yet still escapes enabling the movie makers to profit from a sequel' plot. But I gotta admit the 3D effects were rather exciting, probably the main attraction for this remake of the 1981 version. How can you not involuntarily cringe when an axe is flying at you?
How grossly unoriginal the human race have become! Remakes after remakes or an adaptation from a book. TSK
Probably the most heart-wrenching was handsome Jensen Ackles (aka supernatural series guy) discovered to be the psychopath murderer. Or heart-wrenching literally and maybe his sick idea of being romantic--- victim's heart pried out and served in a chocolate valentine box with bloody words on the wall "BE MINE 4EVER".
All in all, a good slasher flick for an aspiring butcher learning how to present the bodies of victims with creativity.

Cant help but compare to the thrill of the movie i watched a day before that, MIRRORS.
Now THAT, was a horrifically awesome horror flick. I didnt even realize it was the director of the hills have eyes. I guess whoever's that, is the only director to seriously create chills down my very-accustomed-to-horror-and-gore spine.
We all know its PHD of suicide standard to die by using your own bare hands to rip your jaw apart. What's more, you dont have to do anything. Your REFLECTION does it for you.

Ytd out for a shopping trip with the gang minus liling. It was mostly just us 3 though, the boys ditched the clique for members of the opposite sex. (scrowl)
Kel then went on to lecture me and pw that if we ever receive a phone call then run off and ditch her, we'll die terribly. ROFL.
And we took a single picture. To show ll that without her, we'll still have pictures! But it was so noob-sy getting a passerby to use my 3.2 meg (it was alr the best among us) handphone camera -.- instead of the usual digi cam we usu have...............

I GOT THE PULSATING URGE TO DESTROY SOMETHING.

Piano exam in 2 days. Still not prepared. Already screwed up my block tests. Mother is being a bitch. Feel like shit.
Im not comfortable with expressing my inner feelings. Stuff i dont say, doesnt mean i dont care. Stuff i dont show on the outside, doesnt mean i dont feel it.

Evidence #1 that your mother is psycho: You find the WII CONTROLLER STRAPS pegged to the teck kor (laundry pole) like the rest of the laundry.

2009-02-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hate how you bloody assume things that are untrue about me.

Hate how you selfishly refuse to budge even if i have reiterated how important something is to me.

Hate how you fucking annoy the hell out of me and constantly breathe down my neck.

In case you havent noticed, I NEED A LIFE

2009-02-18T19:08:00.005+08:00

4 things that makes me crack up:

1. Me and Kel's ultra annoying boobs version of national day songs and the school song. (ROFLMAO our lyrics grossed everyone out)

2. Looking at the J1s do osotogari and back breakfall and thinking we were like that last time

3. Sul saying Adidas=all day i dream about sul which we came up with our own to retort him: all dumbasses in dojo are sul

4. "I used to be bad at spelling, but now i am butter" and that picture of the butter that accompanies it. (for those that havent seen it, look at the tiles in the grandstand!)

Oh by the way, yesterday they all bullied me again. (why is this no surprise?)
Nictay rummaged my phone and called me a maid, Lucas launched into his attack like how he did for the past 5 years, exchanging a chain of vulgarities with me, Liling joined them and insisted on not helping me anymore and Dj just sat there and laughed his head off at how he DOESNT think my jokes are funny (refer to point no.4) in his very interesting 'kiss the dj' shirt.

-.-

All in all, it was a very......... (um ponders to try insert description) day.

& TODAY was just plain boring. (yawns) blocks are here and i havent studied. My econs is shit and my math is crap.

Which reminds me, today i was sleeping on the bus when some srjc ppl woke me up at SRJC -.- i know they might be trying to be nice but RECOGNIZE the uniform!! hahaha i was looking blur-ly at them and going "huh?"

2009-02-16T16:48:00.006+08:00

Valentine's Day!!

Rest of the pics are in my photobucket. Feel free to follow the link. =)

Spent most my day with the usual sexaye six of us, then went to find justin and his friends with car and pw. While kel stayed with the guys to find a certain boh lp. Haha.

Wlao vday is grossly commercialized with that stupid love-is-in-the-air crap. Or maybe im just sore hahaha.

(/edit)

We were talking about Korean tigers being Taekwondo Gods.
Then wingyan had this realization....

wy says:
haha
there are judo gods in sg also
my seniors worship them man
from budo one
haha

Flying Side Kick says:
?
my coach from budo also!
haha

wy says:
huh really
what his name!

Flying Side Kick says:
haha sulaiman?

wy says:
WHAT!?
WHAT?!
WHAT?!
WHAT?!
OMG

Flying Side Kick says:
?

wy says:
OMFG

Flying Side Kick says:
WHAT?

wy says:
your coach is SUL

Flying Side Kick says:
yeah!

wy says:
HE IS THE GOD!
OMG!
WTF

Flying Side Kick says:
HAHA
he rocks la

wy says:
SUPER
omg
you are so freaking lucky estelle!
wth
taught by judo god of sg.
no wonder you love judo so much
crp man
im so jealous
SO JEALOUS!

(continues into a long discussion on judo)

hahaha oh man who knew sul had such extensive power?!

2009-02-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Crashed disco night today! wahahaha and i think im still suffering from after effects of high-ness. Kelly is super crazy alright :DD
And to think we were afraid it'd be hard to crash! We were stupidly pretending that we knew the 31st mass dance by following peiwen and trying to blend in even though we had neither the ogl nor orientation tee.
Oh my muscles are aching so much. In the midst of dance frenzy i forgot all about it and now its worseeeeeeee

And who knew Mustaffa look so shy, could dance?! (dancing king!!!!) i swear the judokas were all O.O "OMG WHOOO~!" (cheers and screams)

Wasted time wrapping vday flowers when we could've gone for training! Sul was damn mean, he just Boo-ed me and liling as we were walking up the stairs. Got a huge shock alright! Instead, we sat and watched the ppl train, while Sul talked to me and ll about his life story and clubbing and how its only a party when there's alcohol -.- (not to mention he said: i forgot i had a wife)

WLAO my mortal dont want to reply me!!!!! And im such an enthu angel!!!!!!!! HMPH. She prolly thought i was nuts cos i was abit hyper when i wrote her letter.

Tmr's GetEd Media Circus! Everyone go to the suicide and gay talk!!!!~
And there's pot luck tmr yay!
Oh and friday the 13th! cool eh! We got our class teee!!!!

hmmm should i get vday stuff for ppl abit lazy this yr.

Oh my mum agreed to let me have another piercing!! IF i get good results for prelims. DAMN IT. BUT! im gonna work hard so ROOK, here i come~ (plus my navel right right right after training stops. That, my mum has no need to see)

Vday on sat with the gang! I wanna see porcupine's botak head aka porcupineless alr~

2009-02-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

Why is it so bloody confusing?

I need something to distract me.

& i really dont know what to do.

2009-02-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

Inching its way into the gloominess of the shadows, the monster stared menacingly on its bloodshot eyes bore into the victim's sorrows.
GASP!!
The creature, bearing uncanny resemblances to Kim Jong Il and Hitler, rules the country by dictatorship and communism. Any rebels would be sent to concentration camps.
OMG!!
Slowly gnawing at all human rights and freedom, she launches into a missile of word-attack.
SHE? WHO?
"Cant believe you're on the comp again, when're you gonna take your studies seriously?"

OH.

Its my mother.

2009-02-03T22:44:00.006+08:00

Here's some evidence that studies drive ppl crazy. This was how our convo went on sunday when we were studying for math test.

From: To:
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ to STL: if anyone can make me fall in love, you can WLAO
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ to STL: if anyone can make me fall in love, you can EVE YOU ARE CRAZY?!

[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ rofl. LOL
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ rofl. im sorry but i wont accept your love hahahahaha
' eve ✖ she rejected me! wth! [c=58]STL.[/c] not fair!
' eve ✖ she rejected me! wth! [c=58]STL.[/c] i demand an acceptance.
' eve ✖ she rejected me! wth! [c=58]STL.[/c] hahaha
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ HAHA
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ demand?
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ no supply luhh
' eve ✖ [c=58]STL.[/c] LOLLL
' eve ✖ [c=58]STL.[/c] yea lor. cos only gt 1.. then gone liao :P
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ omg!
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ im so popularrrrr~~

[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ c'mon let's make things clear
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ we can only be friend
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ ya ya
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ HAHAH
' eve ✖ [c=58]STL.[/c] valentine s day coming siA ):
' eve ✖ [c=58]STL.[/c] and u reject me so fast.
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ uh im sorrryyyy
[c=58]STL.[/c] ' eve ✖ my heart is takennn

Like insanity right? HAHA

And speaking of which, JUDO is actually in charge of the valentine's flowers.
Judokas + Flowers=?????
When we all heard it there was a loud chorused and unplanned," HUH!!"

Peng's Eighteenth @ 21st jan

CNY at liling's hse, 27th jan

Being a retarded bunch, we actually camwhored ALOT. But y'know me, im not that dilligent to upload everything heheh.

J1s are here and can you believe it.... only 3 weeks to block test!!! (SCREAMS: I HATE J2 LIFE!)

2009-01-28T23:42:00.004+08:00

SORRY JAEJOONG DEAR I MISSED YOUR BDAY OMGGGG FORGOT ABOUT IT!

im sucha lousy fan. HAHAA Happy belated birthday <3!
(oh and i really do intend to update soon but HEHEH)

2009-01-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way

2009-01-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

It dawned on me that im quite a nutcase for movies regarding the erosion of society. Like the constant gardener, a film where ruthless American companies use people of the third world nation as guinea pigs for drug testing. Or perhaps blood diamond, portraying the greed of mankind, scrambling over monetary gains.

Funny how vastly different the same species of earthlings can be. Ranging from filthy wealthies with gold plated shoe set to appear on forbes' top 20 to probably a scrawny boy happy to find chicken bones in a dumping ground for his next meal. Talk about life being unfair huh. We should all be immensely grateful that we're not malnutrition-ed in some country spreading aids faster than you can say 'screw you'.

I always had this conception of how complacency and our seemingly beneficial technologies would somehow lead to our downfall. Perhaps some psyched up robot would murder its creator, or internet would become so intelligent that computers have a mind of their own. Perhaps in some screwed up universe, humans might cease to be the dominating species any longer. Okay that is probably a little far fetched and too planet-of-the-apes.

But seriously, if we continue on our relentless thirst for selfish gains and disregard for the environment, we might just deplete Earth's entire natural resource one day and leave a barren waste land for any descendants to come. We might be so engulfed by our own waste, we'd have to live in space like wall-e, and become a fatso that can barely walk on his two feet because technology created a hassle-free, walk-free aid.

Soaring temperatures, due to our obvious neglect and mistreat, would probably damage the ozone so beyond repair that the sun will sear through and melt our sorry arses. Boom. Complete annihilation of Earth's entire collection of living creatures.

Anyhow, there are of course efforts to conserve and I truly applaud that. But let's pray its enough to save the rapid human degradation and hope we dont become the next millennium of idiots.

I think im being mental today. HAHA maybe i've taken too many movies to the head.

2009-01-04T21:39:00.001+08:00

new skin! due to everyone complaining that my blog causes problems.
its not my own skin tho, cant be bothered to make a new one. hahah
i'll update soon.
promise.
(i think)

2008-12-24T17:54:00.002+08:00

haha candids. freaking hilarious!

More to come! (aka when im not so lazy)

2008-12-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

6 turned up for Mitchell's gathering before he unfortunately leaves for NS tmr! (he is ultra suay)

I only have a few things to say.
Mitchell can get the best actor award. haha very entertaining
Noel and Yuda are VERY GAY.
Kelly and Noel are perverted.
Peiwen is just like some dead corpse being dragged around.

2008-12-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

Sat was my mum's bday!

Sunday was at tpy to watch this MMA competition w Wingyan and a few random ppl. Quite cool but the point is, i finally saw her aft so long!
Unfortunately had to leave her (sorry) to 2 guys as i went off for Pw's chalet.

Got tagged by Aurina to do this quiz.

01.Single, unavailable, naked or flirt?
Single and dressed. Haha

02.Are you happy with that?
Yeah in a way

03.Would you still kiss your ex?
erm..?

04.Have you ever had your heart broken?
'Course. You would have a damned good life if you hadnt had.

05.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
NEVER. Cheating is only okay in terms of tests hahahhaa.

06.Have you ever talked about marriage?
Not exactly. Except discuss about how cool it would be to skydive from a plane or smth.

07.Do you want children?
If they dont badger you with constant screams and sit still. But! angmoh kids are (pinches cheeks) so cute!

08.How many?
How many can sit still and be quiet?

09.If someone like you now, would you want them to tell you?
If i like the person then yes. If i dont, NO. Then again, how would you know?

10.Do you want someone you can't have?
Haha. Someone or Someone(s)?

11.Have you ever been in love?
Love is a strong word, so maybe the question should be have you ever been in like? ok im just being slappable.

12.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yeah proper dates not lame things like 2 wks then 3 wks then 4 wks then 5 wks then 6 wks.... it never ends.

13.Does your ex still have feelings for you?
NA

14.Do you believe in long distance relationship?
Not really.

15.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Haha

16.Are you perfect?
Cliche but true answer.... Nobody's perfect

17.Are you tall?
Nope i believe im average haha.

18.Are you in your pyjamas?
Nope. In my old tkd shirt and shorts

19.The last friend you saw?
Um that's everyone at pw's chalet so many!

20.Last talked on phone to?
Eileen =)

21.Last person to text you?
Kelly (for now)

22.Favourite Number?
13!

23.Colour?
Green!

24.Food?
Alot of types leh

25.What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
i rolled over and refused to get up properly

26.Do you have anything bothering you?
ALOT of things

27.Whats the last movie you watched in the theatres?
Qurantine! (hahaah in your face liling)

8.Where is the last place you went?
Coasta Sands

29.Do you smile a lot?
Yeah. So much so ppl think im crazy

30.Do you wish upon stars?
We can hardly see stars in singapore luh.

31.Are you a friendly person?
Of course! im friendly. Right? Right? Right?

32.Where did you have your sleep last night?
My bed luh!

33.When was the last time you cried?
Cant rmb. Probably the time when i major quarelled with my mum

34.What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
'Im tired..'

35.Rate life as of it now,one being bad, ten being great?
Sometimes life is 10, sometimes its negative.

36.What do you hear right now?
The traffic from the highway near my house

37.Is anything hurting you right now?
NOW no..

38.What your favourite month?
August of course!

39.Are you missing someone right now?
many ppl!

40.Are you tired?
yeah

41.Are your parents still married?
of course ha

42.Real name?
Estelle!

43.Eye colour?
Black/dark brown

44.Male or Female?
Female

45.Crushing?
haha

46.Hair Colour?
Very black

47.Sweats or jeans?
Both is fine

48.Phone or Camera?
Phone

49.Health freak?
was never one

50.Righty or Lefty?
Right. But i wish i was ambidextrous!

51.Smoke or drink?
YUCK

52.First best friend?
Kindergarten i think. i cant really rmb sia

53.First enemy?
Dont really have one

54.First vacation?
Malaysia? hahaha with family lor. I bet i'll be too young to rmb

55.Eating?
Right now? no

57.Listening to?
Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

58.Plans tomorrow?
12 pm at orchard ppl!

59.Your other half...Lips or Eyes?
Eyes heh heh

60.Your other half...Shorter or Taller?
Taller of course. Dont they say the ideal is 10cm taller?

61.Romantic or Spontaneous?
Spontaneous!

62.Sensitive or Loud?
Usu loud, at times sensitive

63.Hook-up or being in a relationship?
Neither

64.Have you ever...Drank hard drinks?
?

65.Have you ever...Lost glasses or contacts?
Lost contacts before and became a blind bat

66.Ran away from home?
hahah nope. im a good kid!

67.Broken someone's heart??
Not that i know of.

68.Been arrested?
Nope

69.Do you like someone?
i like all my friends! (platonic)

70.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?
yeah why not lol!

Okay i think this quz has been going around quite alot of ppl so if you wanna do it just go ahead.
Sorry wingyan your quiz next post aye i lazy alr :D

2008-11-26T15:34:00.005+08:00

A layer of choking dust has accumulated on this blog.

The past week....
Mon wed fri: training
Mon thurs sat: the gang
Rest: Family
Yeah that pretty much sums up the start of my holidays.

(for more info, you can visit miocantante.livejournal.com)

Sunday went to clark quay to eat with my family, godparents and cousin. 'Crab and durian' themed buffet can you belive it?
It was way cool.
But dont even talk about desert i couldnt even go near the section with the oozing odour.
There was crab chawanmushi, crab popiah, crab fried rice, crab bisque, chilli crab, black pepper crab................... My cousin and I attacked the crab bisque. (like YUM!)

Got a shot with my mum, which is fucking rare since she usually goes "Dont want LAH~"

Ytd 'studied' at the airport.
And since porcupine suggested, i shall show the world the lousiest art ever.
(with the ahemcutestahemperson on it)

Drawn by the Matnia! Even his poor dog is roped in -.-''
(Name censored the protect the person's identity & horror that someone portrayed him so........ erm, y'know what i mean )

Dont bother guessing you wont know who he's drawing.
Dont ask me why i kept it im threatened ok.
Oh and fyi in case you didnt know, im always constantly repeatedly never-ending bullied/threatened/whatever so that is kind of a norm.

Reminds me, the sizzling pans we had on sat were sibei awesome! hahaha okay so random

Trainings have been slumps-down-on-the-floor-and-falls-into-a-deep-sleep tiring! Partly cos due to my MALAS (malay for lazy) nature i havent been working out for a considerably long time.

Me and kwan are having fun learning malay. But nabihah refuses to teach us some things that we can use against her. Like pervert, which i meant to use on kelly instead. HAHA
How do you say bimbo in malay? NADIAH!

I realize i have a bit of a hearing problem (People around me scream: You realize only now?!!)
Jasmine (referring to guys): Got food they sure go one
Me: Huh what full nature flow?
Another occasion at the lib w Jasmine and Rachel....
Jasmine: I need new ear phones
Me & Pw: New Year phones?!
Its not me, its jasmine right? HAHAHA ok kidding.

Sidenote: I so wanna watch WILDCHILD! Emma Roberts is dropdead pretty and Alex Pettyfer is hearthrobingly hot.

Coming soon: The chronicles of idiots with geeky glasses.

2008-11-06T21:17:00.006+08:00

Couldnt tolerate staying home so me and kwan went to school to look for ll.

We the geeks.

& this is to tempt you..

Walnut Rocky Road Sizzling Pan at Swensen's was awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome (thousand times awesome)

Frosted Chocolate Malt & Macadamia Mania!

Gorgelicious?

Sometimes, we are just so young at heart, these are our works of art.

Mine, Michelle's, Peiwen's.
We got cool joker make up ok. (grins)

And to end off.. relax and take things slow! Like this!

Frigging cute.

Some things are just wtfsianbknnccb pissing me off.

2008-11-04T20:52:00.006+08:00

Caught HSM3 today!
LL and i were really afraid we'd get some seats beside a bunch of annoying pri sch kids or smth but thank goodness.
The character JIMMIE "ROCKET" ZARA is really cute. He's hilarious i swear.

Really sweet song.
(Even tho' sometimes i seriously cannot tolerate vanessa hudgens, but ohohohoh did you see zac efron's arms? *swoon*)

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

2008-11-03T17:26:00.002+08:00

Apologies for the sudden outburst of emotion. =)

Avenue Q was bone-tickling hilarious, even tho' it was a second for me. They're just real ingenious and downright obscene. Everyone should catch it! Pity the tees sold were singapore NUM edition and lesser merchandise than the ones in uk.

i gotta thank weian tho', who backed out. So lucky me got to watch it again cos they couldnt find other ppl in time anyw.

My favourite=Bad idea bears & Trekkie monsterrrr! (low growl)

Today was parkway with kwan! Good food again muahaha: Anderson's 5 scoops ice cream (Macadamia Nut, Cookies & cream, Belgium Choc, Rum & Raisin, Mocha almond fudge!)

OP rehearsal tmr, SIAN.

2008-11-01T22:26:00.003+08:00

I *beep* swear you make me so *beep* pissed i would've *beep* chopped and *beep* skinned you alive if you werent my mum. and this *beep* com keeps *beep* up too i dont know what is the *beep* problem with every*beep*thing.

2008-11-01T09:50:00.005+08:00

Happy halloween!

Baloney, i didnt celebrate it ytd. That's just the decorations at far east, where we went aft my pw (i mean project work not peiwen thought i'd specify cos i know there'll be some lame ppl who will come and tell me peiwen)

Kel, Pw, LL, Nab, Peng, Mich

There were alot of jap ppl, we met lee yen and had some fun getting kelly to teach us how to say stuff in jap! watashi kimi ga ski desu~
Michelle is going night safari can its insanely cool argh damn it. We should do smth next yr!

Ahh omg im still thinking of the crayfish bisque and choc fondue i had a few days ago at my godpa/godma's bday. Oh there was this weird whipped cream with peanut butter dessert topped with choc and nuts, which was like.. awesome. YUM seriously good food these few days as mentioned by girlf man. hahaha. Chippy's Fried Mars Bars, Cafe Cartel's oreo frappe and seafood platter, Frolick's Mango Yogurt, Cafe Cartel again-salmon, L&J's shrimps and clam chowder.....

Savoury aye?

Evidence that my bear is always bullied

Trust me they do worse things. (like peiwen trying to balance it on the laptop in the most disturbing position)

Weian came to visit the other day

We look freakishly similar in this pic.

And pretty much the people in my life these days..

Just thought this was a really classic WLAO-AYE-LAME-SIA-WHY-YOU-TAKE-PICTURE-OF-ME look.

(OMG PHOTOBUCKET GAVE ME A HUGE SHOCK, I LOGGED IN AND THE WHOLE SKIN TURNED PINK)

i think im attracted to green.
Sometime ago in uk i saw an angmoh with green mohawk and thought it was awesome.Then recently there was this guy with emo hair wearing a green shirt and i thought he looked cool.
hahahaha raging hormones.
We can actually walk past a tattoo shop and spot an angmoh being tattooed through the curtains and me and peiwen can go, omg he's handsome. Then we'll attempt to walk past again so girlf can look at him too. Insanity?

& to all our lovely seniors mugging their asses out for A levels... All the best for your last lap!
Hold on,if you feel like letting go
Hold on,it gets better than you know

oh bugger, a boring day at home cos Minyu and all cancelled out again D:

(edit)
i bought a new animal bag yay!
& the blackbird camera is damn sexaye. check this out http://community.livejournal.com/ohgoodnessgolly
Ex la can, buy for me & i'll love you forever man!
but i think imma get the four-hole. Damn cool too, and a wee bit cheaper.

2008-10-27T16:33:00.002+08:00

Girlfriend told me to do this, koped from jasmine's blog
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

Results:

You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.

Well, its kinda very true about me.
Life? (sigh)

2008-10-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

Idk what's wrong with me today, im exceptionally blur and clumsy hahaha. Butt of jokes man

Okay just some stuff to exclaim:
1. Island creamery nutella and apple pie rocks~
2. Saw V is out!
3. The two guys were damn nice today! Yuda treated us ice cream and chunhern treated drinks! heh thanks loads you two. =)
4. Certain ppl are just very childish, bullying my teddy bear.
5. There should be a law that everyone should be scared of pokes .

Ice cream at island creamery and dinner at newton food centre was great.
(PW LL YD CH)

(edit)
THAT'S WHAT I WAS DOING FOR THE DAY INSTEAD OF ROCKING OUT AT A7x!!!!!!
GROANS

2008-10-19T19:10:00.006+08:00

A certain polaroid craze is surfacing.

Steph's polaroid during teacher's day!
Hers is really nice, big ones compared to my mini polaroids. But definitely more expensive of course. Too bad i left early at chomps that time, she gave each of them one polaroid k... (WHINES)

My mini ones taken at Peng's house. We had a quarter-of-LY gathering! Only a handful turned up cos many were busy. We're hopeless cases at setting the fire for the bbq. We ended up watching movies and eating the food which the maid took to cook instead -.-''
We kept turning simple movie scenes into hilarious stuff. Like how the policeman gave the girl his namecard and said 'contact me if there're any updates', we guffawed at how he is trying to give her his phone number instead. LOL
Oh btw, the handsome dude there is peng's brother. so cute right?

Finally, a complete girlfriends photo! MichPengStlLlRachYx

Now the main point.
VIOLENCE OUTING TODAY!
Lucas (PJ), JianAn (cheesefries), Celeste(Woman), Caryn(Ahma), Pamela (Kong Zi), Xueli(Ah pa), Eunice (Katek), Jackalyn (jack/just famous for being really slow or really lame) and me! (i dont want to tell you guys the nick name i had!!)

Happy ttm~ Everyone turned up! :D
Ajisen at bugis was greattt. We had a blast, laughing till our stomachs ached and competing who ate slowest cos the loser had to pay GST. The ppl at ajisen must have been looking at us weirdly. In the end, ah ma treated us part of the meal. Ah ma's the best senior ever! That time also treat us ichiban and pool. So i gave her one of the polaroids cos we took 2 anyway. heeeee cant really make up for it but ah ma says she's working anyway so yeah.
Our outings were always unplanned, so we ended up just sitting in a circle outside the cinema ticketing office (for bout THREE HOURS?) updating each other on our lives, reminiscing about npcc as well as gossiping! hahaha.

Made me think of the awesome times we had the past 4 yrs.
I love you guys alot!

Woman, for being there always, the bestest ever! Eunice, my wonderful twin, my double E famous for her RuLaiShenZhang. Jian, who gossips about everyone and makes even eating a huge comedy. Luc, for his dramatically animated talking and speech that takes years of practice and still dont fully understand. Jack, for her special sense of humour that nobody finds funny. Pam, for her tigress yells and infectious laughter. Ah Pa, who is damn ironic at times and finds everything funny (seriously!). Caryn, who's been our closest senior even tho' she was the batch that took us for the shortest period of time. And her absolutely feng-sao dress sense.

It was great, to see ol' friends after being tossed into the vicious jc life for so long. 15th November eh violence? MY HOUSE, i know you all are just longing to! We'll have a hell of a time again (grins)

For more info, you can look at celeste's blog, but dont entirely believe her, havent you been taught to cross reference? (eunice's blog is fine too)

2008-10-08T20:33:00.003+08:00

Estelle thinks she should start blogging again.

On monday, liling came over to her house. They had an awesome time eating sakae and watching movies.

On tuesday, she went out with her again to Plaza Sing. They met nic tay, had carl's junior, where the irritating onion ring wont budge. The three people laughed till their stomachs ached at 'House Bunny', an excruciatingly bimbotic movie.

On Wednesday, it was another dosage of her girlf where peiwen lipeng yuda and chunhern all barged into liling's house. She was unfortunately thrashed in DOA, the racing game, as well as poker cards. She was also miserably ridiculed at when she couldnt shuffle cards and they all ganged up to bully her. She insists she is NOT pampered.
But, she had fun! She loves playing the piano together with liling, wolfing down sumptuous pizza and incredible ice cream. (2 tubs+1 cone thanks)
All in all, it was... awesome.

Thanks, Estelle doesnt mind if all people viewing scoot off as her blog is horribly dead.
But she has no idea why she is typing like this either.

2008-10-06T11:33:00.004+08:00

A very beautiful song =)
I dig this handsome Australian with mesmerizing vocals!

2008-09-29T20:12:00.003+08:00

hello! girlfriend told me to blog so im blogging!

I went shopping with LL today aft her paper. We had fish&co, B&J's and found awesome hoodies.

It was a great day. Tada! LL rocks cos she's my girlf.

2008-09-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hooked.

... and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Temporary Hiatus till aft promos or when i deem fit

2008-09-07T15:50:00.002+08:00

i.
want.
to.
go.
avril.
lavinge.
concert.

(!!!!!!!!)

damn it. she's here!!! here in sgp!!!!!

2008-09-06T20:07:00.004+08:00

An unproductive holiday for me.

Studying at home= sleep+movies+tv+eat+computer.
Wednesday was a shopping date with girlf! Then met pw, stef and car to do some aura thingy, which me and car thought was kinda cool.

Aft slacking for so many days, on thurs, the hardworking and super guai Estelle decided to go to school to study! (with girlf and kwan) Girlf brought some chocs from UK, where me and kwan just gobbled the ones with most alcohol. (she ate 2! i ate 1 only k) By the time Nad wanted some, the ones left are only those without any alcohol. Too bad!

Friday's study group was huge. Quite a random combination of ppl.
Jasmine thinks me and kwan are crazy. That is so untrue! Nadiah is childish, she refused to let jasmine have some of pw's kinder choc. hahaha. And she went around sticking wax strips on the guys.
It was quite productive in the morning though! It was quite quiet so me and pw didnt dare disturb the J2s.
Until at some point in time, it got kinda noisy and nobody was studying anymore. HOR? OCEAN GIRL AND NICE DREAM!!

Some random pictures from the days i havent blogged.

Girlfriend's birthday 190808

Dk this was when, but i dont think most of us were prepared. haha. They think jasmine and yinxue looked alike.

Okay and a few of the un-spoilt shots from the disposable cam on my bday!

Smug jug!

Yuanxi the lizard.

OMG HAVE NEGATIVES OK SO COOL.

Film Fest. Many chungcheng-ers turned up. Steph's polaroid! where she refused to give one to us.

Goodman road! (sinying peiwen wendy caroline eileen)
Teacher's day. Went back to cchms after all. Though the point was more of seeing the loyaltians again. (more pictures have to get from the others)

Today's studying session with kwan was the MOST UNPRODUCTIVE EVER. idk why but we were just damn sian and didnt have the mood to study, it was torture!
2 of us were super bored and needed company badly.
Too bad jas and rach werent coming, girlf couldnt come too, dj refused to drag his ass out of bed, nab was lazy, kelly i forgot why didnt wanna come, michelle was swimming, eileen was meeting friends....... other ppl we considered lived too far from ny so we didnt bother them.
So our day just went by playing psp, sleeping and attempting to start studying.

idk why, but im suddenly into mc fly again! though this song's from ages ago.
shit promos.

2008-08-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

My blog's real dusty! I think im gonna go on hiatus for awhile? At least till aft promos. (26 days!!!!) :S
Y'know what, night study is practically useless. We chit chat and get distracted too much. And i dont mean only one day, its everytime i attempt night study!

Okay tmr we're gonna night study again. What irony eh?

oh anyw, CRUSH and THE WAY I DO are super addictive.

2008-08-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ripped this from Girlf's blog, who snagged it from Nictay, who got it from andrew, who.... nevermind. Here's an interesting quiz. Music player on shuffle.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say:
Avril Lavigne- When you're gone
haha it'll only be okay when he/she is gone man.

How would you describe yourself?
Cupid Ft. BOB-369
Are they trying to say im like... ODD? (gulps)

What do you like in a guy?
Jesse McCartney- Right where you want me
Yeah, the guy will be right where i want him to be =)

How do you feel today?
Music and Lyrics- Way back into love
Er, music and lyrics are describing my feelings today? true, cos im doing this meme.

What is your life's purpose?
Avenged Sevenfold- An epic of time wasted
HAHA YES, my life is a huge waste and mess.

What is your motto?
Boys like Girls- On top of the world
Be the best in the world!

What do your friends think of you?
Lonestar- Amazed
Woots. They're amazed by me! wow

What do you think of your parents?
Mandy Moore- If you believe
LOL yeah i dont believe my parents man.

What do you think about very often?
Sean Kingston- Beautiful Girls
I SWEAR IM STRAIGHT

What is 2 + 2?
Push (Ft. Lil Wayne)
Push what? 4 letters, can i consider the answer to be 4?

What do you think of your best friend?
Eminem- Kill You
IM SORRY BUT I DONT MEAN TO KILL ANYONE

What do you think of the person you like?
Lifehouse- You and Me
HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE. Yeah you and me together

What is your life story?
Shayne Ward- If that's ok with you
er..?

What do you want to be when you grow up?
One Republic- Apologize
I dont wanna keep apologizing i hope.

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Maroon 5 Ft. Rihanna- If i never see your face again
Gosh, that'll hurt.

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Jason Mraz- I'm Yours
Oh well yeah i'll belong to the person i'll be wedded to.

What will they play at your funeral?
Funeral for a friend- Walk Away
Kinda cool, i AM walking away

What is your hobby/interest?
Nickelback- This is how you remind me
Reminiscing on memories?

What is your biggest fear?
The Veronicas -Untouched
I dont mind if i dont get touched... really..

What is your biggest secret?
Mc Fly- The heart never lies
Yeah that's why i've got no biggest secret

What do you think of your friends?
Gym Class Heroes- Clothes off
IM NOT A PERVERT REALLY. This stupid meme is making me sound like one.

What will you post this as?
Disney's Aladdin soundtrack- A whole new world
Yes a stupid whole new world you see when i do this quiz.

2008-08-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

hectic week.

can i not study? but i know i have to. but im tired. but i just have to hold on for a few more months. but then i'll have to start the vicious cycle next yr again!

awesome song btw.
why cant you just love me back?

2008-08-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

Went to school to study today with girlfriend and jasmine. Wasnt very productive cos we ended up talking alot, about judo, the seniors and gossiping about emily lim. hahah. Jasmine kept imitating the different j2s and telling us about their stupid encounters, which made us roar with laughter, i bet we were a nuisance to the other ppl studying in the atrium too.

Olympics is killing me! i keep watching stuff like volleyball, gymnastics, synchronized diving and most imptly.. Judo! The stupid schedule changed ytd, much to all our displeasure, but i still managed to catch some on 606. Watched with my parents and my mum just gave me a huge look of displeasure, (in chinese) "i dont know why you like hugging people around like that in their sweaty and smelly bodies". HAHHAAHAHA.

Dang im gonna miss it today! shitxzxzxzz.

2008-08-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

Havent been updating for awhile now, and i dont think i will update that often since promos are nearing and i seriously feel the pinch. I know if i dont start bucking up now, its very likely i'll retain. Talking doesnt help though. PLS TEACH ME TO HAVE SELF DISCIPLINE!!!

Anyw, 3/4 of the photos from my bday are spoilt cos we noobs dont know how to use a disposable cam. Didnt on the flash! So only a pathetic few turned out to be okay cos the place was bright at that time. Like mostly those taken in the atrium were ok, canteen ones? forget about it. Im so very sad ok! =( Kwan stil has the cd so i'll have to wait before they are in my comp.

Sunday 0308 finally we had a gathering! But sadly, ahma, eunice and celeste couldnt go D: (SOBS) i miss them so much can! Nvm we still got the others. 6 of us in total: Jack, Pam, Jian, Luc, Xueli and me!
It was like a food outing LOL. It was totally unplanned and we didnt have an inkling what to do. (XL and jack joined us very late after) We had sakae in bugis, then had some fruit blended drink. Made our way to suntec, which turned out to be MORE food cos we settled at Ben&Jerry's and shared a huge 6 scoops delectable assortment of yummy ice cream!

Disturbingly sinful but delightful. =)

Okay not much interesting stuff during the weekdays i shall not bore you with details. Today was especially infuriating cos training was cancelled! just when i felt like training! urgh. just because of some stupid reason where the teachers are unavailable to open the mpr for us? couldnt they have told us earlier than i alr slugged all my heavy barang barang to sch.

Still, Liling and I stayed, with the intention to study but met kaixin and nabihah, so ended up talking crap. Joined by wendy after, and the crap session just continued, laughing till our stomach ached. Then we were conveniently in the same place where they were having exco meeting. So just contributed our crap too. Many cool ideas alright! yay~

HAHAH and then everyone left, leaving me, ll and nab. We just gossiped and had a hart-to-hart talk :DDDDDD If this was msn i'll be showing my Spsam emoticon now.

Thank goodness we have the weekends and a half day tmr! I must must must catch up on work.

2008-08-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

Today is probably the awesome-st friday i ever had in my life!

Thanks everyone for all the Smses, Comments, Msn,calls, tags, blogposts, wishes even from ppl not so familiar with, presents from the bottom of your heart. You all are just damn cute alright, like mich the fishing game thing, yx the binoculars that nth can be seen when you look in, syah for the notebook with (ahem) inside....
LL is injured yet she still wrote the card for me! thanks girl you shouldnt have =)
yay i got tbp is dead from peng! kwan is jealous hahaha. Kwan got me a disposable camera, which i put to good use by going around taking pictures with everyone. Then we were trying desperately to use finish, cos i gtg le then i wanted to be able to develop them alr. Will post the photos soon i guess, when i get them from the photoshop.

Super-licious huge cake from the 0831 too! Celebrating Jo's and Lyana's bday tmr as well.
The aunty from the video rental shop we usu frequent even gave me a step up 2 poster cos she knew it was my bday. Quite interesting right haha.

From my deepest, most heartfelt sincerity, thanks a trillion to all of you who made my day just more special than it already is. I couldnt ask for better. I love you guys alot, i swear its true!

I feel so loved & contented today!

2008-07-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

Eventful!
I felt really dejected in the morn cos the math lect test was kena sai. Poor liling had to endure my mood swings all day, from very high to very emo. HAHA

Pris won the hunt! and joshua. When the crowd was yelling 'hold hands!', all we could think of was noel. haha and trying to imagine his reaction. And we know he wasnt very happy cos he said he wanted to ask all the j1 judokas to station at all the gates to catch joshua when he leaves. LOL right!

oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANPRIT you pretty eyes! =)

Training was tiring cos i was aching but fun! Coach brought some sticks to whack each other to test our reflexes. I forgot what's it called alr. I think LL took videos hahaha. There was also some belt snatching game where the few girls ganged up on one guy in order to win them. This is called unity muahahhaa.
Free randoori after. Playing with kelly is always disastrous. Unexpectedly, coach just went when everyone was in one line, 'tmr is stl's bday let's sing bday song' (or smth like that). Should be the invalids say one la. hahaha. But ya thanks for the TAUPOK girls, you guys are really heavy and i almost couldnt breathe. So much for judo tradition. I cant believe they all ganged up to bring me down. Still, i heart nyjc judo!

My parents gave me my bday cake in advance too, cos they say tmr's seventh month. -.-'' They are so superstitious pls, we are free thinkers c'mon! And my mum got me some really cute deco stuff, i took some pictures but im in my ugly faded npcc unit tee that was from eons ago so im thinking twice about posting hahah.

alrighty, im in a very hyped up mood now hee hee hee. Im quite afraid of kwan & ll though, they seem like they are up to some mischief.

2008-07-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

Basically a normal boring sch day with long breaks and an exceptionally tiring PT. Probably cos i nv train for too long, once again. i am PHAT pls.

Just here to wish my dear Eileen, Happy Birthday~!
And make a little dedication for lack of sincerity this yr and to-be-belated present.

Some pics from long ago, and the times we spent bucks useless neoprints.
haha okay love ya!

2008-07-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

once again, haiz.

Btw, each training ppl get injured. Oh man. Everyone, pls get well soon alright im worried for all of you! No more injuries next training!
oh and happy bday debo!

2008-07-28T21:33:00.001+08:00

HAIZZZZZ
D:

2008-07-27T17:34:00.003+08:00

Finally watched THE DARK KNIGHT ytd! Batman's got style and joker's really cool.
Ha ha ha. heh heh heh.

Went with Kelly, LL, Nabihah, Dj, mitchell. We tried to pull more ppl but i guess it was kinda unplanned and last min. Kwan went to 'hi' and 'bye' for awhile. Had to leave early instead of having dinner with them cos my mama called to say she wanted to eat dinner with me. & i thought what good meal i'll have, instead we went subway -.-''' oh, and it was our dear jasmine's birthday! We initially wanted to do something gayishly pink for her or what, but too bad we didnt meet her or anything.
Still, Happy 18th birthday jasmine!

Here's a little tribute to you in view of you turning into legal 18.

Hahaaha.

2008-07-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

Shangyu uploaded the pictures alr!! 0831~
There's a freakingly scary 484 pictures omg besttttt.

Received more judo farewell pictures from qianying alr.
Today's training damn hiong, cos i think we too long nv train properly alr.

Okay will update more, tired alr. Will buck up too, scared alr, i think i will retain.
Must.
Study.
Hard.
today i did math during breaks k, very good!

2008-07-20T16:37:00.006+08:00

The past few days were a blast!

Wednesday, Class phototaking left us with ample time to camwhore more. (My CT MR TOH's a camwhore too can you believe it?!) He just let us spend the rest of PW period to camwhore. Cool aye? Will upload the photos when i have them! Shangyu pls hurrryy!
We initially wanted to go watch the finals, but in the end kelly and me slacked till we were lazy to move our butts to Bedok, so ended up going to Plaza Sing 'stead. haha.

I liked tues' and thurs' trainings! Groundwork, my favourite. There were a number of new stuff coach made us do which were all very interesting. Like jumping over the chair to do rolling breakfall. I didnt do properly for once, then ended up hitting the chair. Kwan best, rolling breakfall right side, she sprain her left shoulder. -.-'' But get well soon la k, and yet all she worries about is not being able to play volleyball at sentosa for the farewell wth.

Friday i went to SR to find eileen, whom i havent seen for a super duper uber long time. And yingieh came over to my house (which is just beside her sch) for awhile to bathe before her concert. At least, i got to see them for awhile!
Stupid me totally forgot to watch ghost whisperer on fri night, was too preoccupied trying to finish all the seniors' cards. & i forgot to take photos of the cards! dang.

Judo farewell!!!
sat 190708

Went sch early to prepare the j2s presents and all, plus to play volleyball hha. Kudos to those who did the boxes and baked the cookies and the cake! I was alr dying with the 17 cards. (but actually the fun was in making the cards not writing the content hee hee, however im sincere in the content one k!)

When they arrived we had sumptuous lunch by Nabihah's mum, played a very drawn-out game of uno with alot of players which IN THE END I LOST TO EVERYONE, the golden basin thing, the tea ceremony..
Jasmine and chunhern's boxes were the joke of the day. Very sexaye~ thanks to isabella.
My slippers spoilt and LL and i were trying very hard to fix it, i even resorted to getting keys and in the end, Jacq came and fixed it in 5secs. -.-'' that's why she is called aunty.

Went to Sentosa!

(pics from jasmine's cam)

Black vs White. With some of the j2 girls.

Scolding xinru for spoiling the picture.

its supposed to spell J-U-D-O and a heart. I guess its not very recognizable, and the J as fallingggg..

J2 guys were pretending to be F4, or whatever gay boyband.

Then a girl walked past, and look how they changed..

CHECK THIS OUT.i think jas has the video... as well as xinru&jacq version.

Our seniors are drama queens.

Now they understand why i always like to laugh at xinru. HAHAH

Some of the J1 girls.

Omg we played more volley, monkey, tried to bury wendy in the sand, also tried to bury noel and tried to throw kelvin in the water. Everytime people whispered around, it got very scary cos you dont know who they are plotting to sabo next.
Oh we also ended up throwing sand bombs at each other, and got very dirty. I even accidentally got sand in my mouth. TWICE. Even my face and hair had sand.

For more pics you can just click on one of the pics and you'll be directed to jasmine's photobucket. EVEN more are with qianying. i'll get from her soon! You do realize that this group of judokas are cawhores.
Went to vivo to makan dinner but we spilt up cos i think it was hard to stick together with such a big group. There were 30 plus ppl i think? (alr minused those who didnt go sentosa and went off early)

Aft dinner i left earlier with the j2 girls. Went candy empire before heading home, & got a huge yummy piece of choc from jasmine! haha.
Im glad the seniors enjoyed themselves anyway, at least i think they did.. right? c'mon, i'll miss all their stupid antics hahaha.

:D

2008-07-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

Slack day with long long break for me today.

Morning we went to school an hour early to clean and patch the judo mats, which i think will get dirty again very quickly. Stupid J2s just slacked around and like 6 ppl clean one mat, totally inefficient and no help to us at all. haha. All of us were being very stupid though. Kwan and kelly were damn gross, just because they were wearing t-shirts then they decided to play "Dodgerag" A new version of dodgeball, which is to dodge the dirty rag. Guess who they decided to aim????
Made me scream around the Mpr like some lunatic.

Wlao eh that reminds me, they are always making me scream like a maniac. I think few days ago, the class just ganged up spontaneously to bully me. They passed my sandwich to the other end of the table, took turns drinking my drink, shouted the taboo, treated me like a maid, snatched my wallet, poked my sensitive stomach and they all just laughed like mad.

Okay back to today, accompanied Peng to gym during our 3hr long break. She refused to let met post the picture of her in her funny hairstyle so too bad la.
HA I bet if i did, my blog will have a sudden upsurge of viewers and all her fans will kop the pictures to ogle at her one-sided smile. HAHAHA

Met jasmine, who was accompanying her friend to gym also. haha the two judokas me and jasmine just sat there to slack, chit chat as we watched our db friends train. The difference between db and judo. lol!

SYTYCD rocks, i like Kameron! he's hair is way cool. Been meaning to post this a long time, he and Lacey's contemporary was freaking H.O.T.

Oh and this is a vid syahidah showed me. By our dearest DBSK!
Why did i end up falling for you?

It is damn heart breaking, you have to look at the translation. When she showed me and pauline that time, both of us just.... piang! (lousy expression lol)

Better do work now, buck up stl! shit shit shit shit shit im starting to get scared. really i am. afraid for next yr.

2008-07-13T21:03:00.004+08:00

Boring weekend spent doing pw and some stuff.
Btw Friday was Michelle's birthday, and that lucky girl got a hugeee bouquet of flowers with a personalized teddy bear and a huge cake from SOMEONE. It made the cake we bought for her look miserably small. All of us were like, 'so sweet so sweettt~' to the ferociously blushing Michelle hahaha. Nobody had such an attention when we celebrated in the canteen before, cos everyone was staring at the bouquet and 'whoo!'-ing. AWWWW.

I just watched 'Romeo&Juliet' ytd. It was quite sad la, but i kinda expected the ending too much (who doesnt?!) so wasnt too emotional. Well, i always cry alot during movies one la! i even cried when watching 'click'.
Anyw random, today i was watching some serial killer movie, about how the stupid guy mummifies all his victims. It was supposed to be gross, but he kept doing the same actions over and over and over again till me, mum and dad all went "Can he just get more creative in killing already?" Boring like hell. No kick at all.

why isnt the olympics on tv?! i wanna watch judo and tkd!
anyw i was talking to celeste! Attention all baoli de + sisters+ ah ma! YAYYYYY outing on 3rd Aug to celebrate Pam, Luc and my bday, 3-in-1. I miss everyoneeee.

SOBBS i just got bullied in mass convo with them :/ (whines)

OH and 2nd aug? RELEASE OF BREAKING DAWN!!!!

Haiz, really fateless sia.

2008-07-10T21:25:00.004+08:00

Haha we were supposed to design our lit file cover ourselves, so i took the opportunity to put in my favourites. (MCR!)

The joker's face there damn cool right.
okay thursdays are so boring without training.

2008-07-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

These 2 days have GOT the be the most 'Not-My-Day' Days of my life!

Yesterday i got scammed, okay not going to say here. Then when we left to support the girls for Adiv, we hardly got on the bus for about 2 stops before they called to say they alr finished playing. All about bad timing. Some RI ppl wanted to interview us (kelly me ll) cos they thought we were from hwa chong or smth. We thought it was some paper survey or smth so when they whipped out the vid cam, all of us just siam!

Evening, I had a row with my parents, who picked a fight with me (not literally of course) for apparently god-knows-what-stupid-reason, not before accidentally kicking the vacuum cleaner and getting a scratch on my knee.
It bled, so i had no choice but to put the gauze then when people asked about it today, and i told them how i got the injury, the standard response was:
*Gives an incredulous face, trying to suppress a smile and goes 'how in the hell do you do that?' before breaking into a roar of laughter.*

C'mon! i didnt see the thing lying there okay and you're supposed to sympathize with me!
By the time about the 3rd time i was asked, i got 'paiseh' and felt dumb even saying it. I feel like saying smth like, 'Oh, my little brother stabbed me with a penknife'
Even that sounds better, only i dont have a lil bro and so he cant stab me with a penknife.

Yes, and to top that off, i dreamt that my sister stole my boyfriend. Its quite hilarious when i recall actually.
Cos I dont have a sister, and i dont have a boyfriend. What stealing can there be? hahhahahaha
(Deja vu, i seem to have dreamt something similar before)

Okay then today, we ponned school to go support the guys in Adiv. (I had a super long break so I only skipped 2 lessons in total, econs and geog.)
We went to school just to take attendance and go flag raising, only that it RAINED AND THERE WAS NO FLAGRAISING. How come this situation seems familiar? The 7 of us met up and thought of how to get out of school safely, and ended up IN THE TOILET for quite some time just to avoid some teachers who kept asking us to go to class. We decided to go up to the lib, only to realize that THERE WERE MANY OTHER PPL THERE TOO. (we've been freaking over nothing) LL and I quickly dodged mr toh, who thanks to LL (haha) knows that we are not in the team.
The first bus 156 came after waiting for a dreadfully long time, but it was too packed to board. We wanted to get on the 53 behind it but the uncle just closed the doors and drove away just when we got in front of the door. A few more dreadful minutes and 156A came, which didnt go to RI, so had to walk from j8.

After the comp, didnt go back with LL they all cos it'll be too early for me. Decided to skip geog, then when i went back sch Mr J Ng almost saw me.(amazingly, he knows me) A long debate among the guys and coach actually made us quite worried that they'll feel utterly depressed or smth, but in the end when xinru checked on them, she said they were laughing away -.-''
I decided not to succumb to peer pressure and go back to sch for math, only to be told that there might be a relief teacher cos toh went for kayak comp alr. And that ASSEMBLY WAS CANCELLED. Math and assembly were the only things i went back for! I called kwan, and she just laughed at me super loudly, i could even hear more ppl laughing in the background. SCAM!!!!
Fortunately, toh made it back in the end so it made me feel a little less hysterical.

I could have just ponned everything if i knew right and gone to eat lunch with them, instead of STARVING AWAY IN SCHOOL.

(quote kwan: " see la, dont want listen to me, ask you pon you dont want")
Stupid kwan had stupid look on her face all day (raising eyebrows and grinning) and Noel (i conclude he is the root cause) conveniently just inspired them to create yet another scandal for me.
Pls, i have enough to the point that when Liling said 'scandal' i went like 'which one are you referring to?'

Kwan came back to sch to rot and we both rotted with Kelly and Terence (ahem ahem) for awhile and kelly joined in the guys PT.
Zai right, but she slacked some off la duh. Wonder why kelly suddenly so enthu in going PT........? Poor guys have Pt today and tmr too. We stayed to watch how she'll die following the guys before leaving as it started to drizzle.

Ahh. Finished all my boring rants. I can write a franchise of Lemony Snicket's 'A series of unfortunate events' alr. haha

These 2 days suck to the core like this:

2008-07-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

Fuck all this shit and all the shitty things that happen in this fucking shitty world.

2008-07-07T15:54:00.003+08:00

Very very addicted to this song by A7X. When i first heard it on MTV, i didnt know what song it was, didnt expect it to be by A7x either. Their style seriously changed.

Youth day was quite an un-happening day for me. Training in the morning was all i had.
Coach can be such a pro at grandmama stories. He went on and on about indulgence and good food during training today. Sickening, its making me crave for B&J's.

AHHHHH kwan brought 'The black parade is dead!' today to training to show off to me. i wantttt! but i want the Limited Edition, which has loads of special stuff and costs a bombing 119 bucks. And unfortunately, it is also not available anymore (cos gotta preorder).
The trailer is omfg so exciting!

I want their new merchandise! Particularly these.

Tees

The black parade is dead hoodie.
There's one 'Mikey Fucking Way' shirt, but idk why they put 'fucking' in! If only it was' Mikey <3 way' or smth like that know?

I cant believe the seniors dont like MCR!! Sadly me and kwan were outnumbered D:

TEE HEE HEE im gonna go read Eclipse now. (LL brought alr!) I couldnt resist reading a few pages during training, then coach saw and said i 'act smart ah' TSK

2008-07-06T11:24:00.004+08:00

tada! its an early morning, went to help out at grading and home alr!
its been sooo many years, but this is the first pic i have in my gi!!

Javis, Wingyan and me

Tallest, Middle, Er not very tall :D

im too old for my poom gi but aiya.. i nv buy yet la k.
OMG ITS A CURSEEEEEEE.

i saw celeste anyway! but didnt really get a chance to talk. Miss you woman!

The other day i was shopping with my mum i saw this at the kid's department,

when i said i wanted it, my mum told me i was nuts.
I wonder why....

HEEEEE cant wait for 'The Dark Night' Then i can see Batman!! yay!

2008-07-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

Today was a total waste of time!

i went to school practically just to take attendance during flag raising, yet of all days, there's no flag raising today!
Slack slack slack in sch for about 45 mins. Then kwan and i accompanied Peng back to cchms to get her SGC. Cant believe im visiting cchms so soon again! But today we spent alot of time there, cos it was school hours and there were many teachers we met and spent lots of time talking to everyone. Hahaha we were so excited to see Ms K! and i finally got to tell Ms Lai im still taking geog yay!
Every single teacher asked us why we no lessons, then we had to painstakingly explain over and over again.
Missed the school food so so very much. Ate japan delights which i was craving for, much much better than NY's oishii thank you. & ate ice jelly! woots, another old past time.

When we left it was alr 12 plus, then went to meet Liling and Nabihah and some J2s at J8 to go BPS for judo. LL and Nab were grumbling cos they waited quite long for us heh. In the end we waited around for everyone and were quite late for judo, which resulted in nothing much being done as well. We hardly trained and slacked around ALOT (free and easy time) Trying to do harai goshi sucks cos that is my ultimate curse. (i just simply cannot do it) It was very funny to see coach buay song hahaha. Cos DIANA's reactions were super hilarious that made me crack up when everyone was supposed to serious.

Aft training went to J8 again, to makan. The j2 girls were no where to be found, jasmine who wanted to meet us went off with the j2 girls instead. Some j2 guys went off to marina also so that leaves Kwan, LL, Tako, Bella, Wendy (new name Er xin Da Bian hahahahhaha) , Noel and Dj. Ate at subway which we claimed that the other table (takobellawendykwan) were a disgrace as they were making a huge din and we pretended we didnt know them. LOL

These are some vids you shoulf really check out.

He is scarily amazing. Certainly did justice to my all-time favourite song.

They are really cool too.

okay my account for my boring day is done!

2008-07-03T17:09:00.005+08:00

! end of exams have been quite a slack time for me.

Last friday went to watch 'Get smart' with Reila, Isabella, Wendy, Evelyn and LL.

Slacking around doing PW these few days. Practically DOING NOTHING in school.
Tues me and LL went to Spotlight to get some materials and had yummy swenson's ice cream!

Wed me and Kwan roamed aimlessly in school and went to disturb Isabella and Reila. (bella's bday!) We camwhored a little , played catching along the corridor, disturbed DJ and samuel on msn and tried to learn a dance from youtube which was very cool but when we tried we only looked stupid. Oh i dont think Dj knows its us....
Then went back to CCHMS with kwan to get SGC.

Some random pictures.

'Get Smart'
We were playing in Toys R Us like lil' kids :D

I kill the kungfu panda characters!

Isabella all frilly and pink hee

Wendy and me are the police!

hahaha Bully Reila the firewoman.

Camwhoring while getting sick of doing PW. Liling's laptop are the ones with the funny effects.

All bully Isabella the bday girl

Now we all bully peiwen

Peiwen's gonna scream at this.

Peng.

(pout) monkeys caged up haha.

LOL look at my f-face.

Seeing double.

Now im very PHAT.

Now im anorexic.

HAHA cool effects right?

Beautiful UK.

At the cantebury hostel.

Trinity College @ cambridge

Okay pretty buildings but i forgot where were we alr.

Avenue Q was freaking hilarious. GREAT musical.

At warwick castle.

Bumped into Xinying! how cool is that?

Ariel and me.

Still warwick. One of the rare sunny days.

brought our typical singaporean toilet shots to uk haha.
Shan, Tammy, Me, Chanel.

There's much more from other cams.
i got lazy and didnt take much photos on the later parts of the trip. Well i shall kop from lee yen or smth.

okay i got back math paper today and i got a U. OMG i seriously oughtta shoot myself.
I think all of us suffering from post exam stress or smth. Me, Michelle and Yinxue were insanely high as we walked out of school. Singing and adding effects like a bunch of mental patients hahaha.

2008-06-29T22:18:00.004+08:00

What's with all the spains and germanys on everyone's nick??? -.-'' okay i think its soccer and i dont care about it. Up till now, i still cannot fathom people's obsession over soccer. LOL no offence soccer maniacs.

Anyway my point is..
I've been super engrossed in "Twilight", which LL has kindly lent me. That's why i didnt even bother to come online the past 3 evenings, gone totally possessed and shut the outside world out. WAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG EDWARD CULLEN!!! He's so so so charming. I guess you call it charisma? I've so totally fallen in love with the character but y'know, Jesse from 'the mediator' is still my ultimate dream fictional character.
(LOL, what's with the fetish for sub-human guys that are about a century older?)

I'll post someday when i get the pictures, of movie outing to watch 'Get Smart' with LL, Reila, Wendy, Evelyn and Isabella!!!!!
ISABELLA YOU HAVE THE SAME NAME AS THE PROTAGONIST!!!!!

I sense that i sound mad.

okay anyw, the movie is coming out soon in december

Robert Pattison was not quite my image of Edward Cullen, he seems more of........Emmett? I mean, Edward is supposed to be STUNNINGLY GORGEOUS.
In Harry Potter, my image of Cedric Diggory was better too, then Robert popped out. Now he's casting as Edward. INFURIATING!!! Rest of the cast are so-so i guess. No super handsome dudes as described in the book either but yeah nobody can be perfect.
Well, at least i hope robert pattison has a hot bod. (grins)

Liling liling liling liling pls pls pls pls pls pls pls bring bring bring bring bring bring bring 'NEW MOON' tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr!!!

2008-06-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

It's such a bother to study, well for you slacker there that's still surfing around blogs, here's KennyWormald. The awesome-est dancer ever, which LL intro-ed me to.

Enjoy. Shit gotta mug more econs alr

2008-06-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Very lazy to update my blog nowadays.

just here to say, SCREW MYE!!!!!!!

oh and another thing,
STUPID WEIAN I SWEAR I'LL GET BACK AT YOU SOMEDAY FOR IRRITATING ME FOR LIKE 3 HOURS TODAY AND CAUSED ME TO SCREAM IN A FRENZY AND ACT LIKE A MORON AND NEGLECT MY MATH.

hahah okay that's it. Oh btw, bystanders Liling and Peiwen were a great help too. GREAT HELP.

2008-06-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

i
feel
horrible.

what the best timing to fall sick, with judo grading coming up, MYE and cherie's bbq... DANG
okay my 'slightly feverish' turned into 'quite high' when the doc took my temp. She was like "38" and i just O.O
aiya i thought nothing much mah.

and i thought my jaw hurt or smth, which turned out to be a ear infection. God knows why my ear infected okay. Now i cant sleep on my left side and the stupid thing hurts like crap when i wanna chew.

and my stupid mat burn on my foot stings like shit when i bathe.

okay i wanna go sleep again. ytd couldnt sleep much even though i downed 2 panadol alr.
JUST MY BEST DAY MAN.

Oh btw happy birthday kelly! couldnt go down for judo this morn. i just hope im up and running by let's say... tmr?

2008-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th!
I realized, im really slow i didnt know until jasmine told me -.-''

yesterday went to meet up for PW, didnt really do much anyway. Then went off to pass Wingyan my tkd cert and all so i can convert to black. Seriously we've been dragging for soooo long that celeste now informs me that if i still dont do it soon, they'll soon implement a test for conversion. No time to go down anymore on tuedays cos got judo! Haha so kind Wingyan has offered to pass to mamm for me. Well at least that was an excuse to see her luh! :D (that mad girl can even grin about____in such a short period of time)

Today went for training at Bps for the first time. Damn damn damn slack. Choked for awhile then Coach went on his grandmama stories again on different martial arts and whatnot, trying to get us to take up jiu jitsu or smth. Quite cool eh!

Goals for the coming 2 years:
Find out my path in life.
Find out which course i wanna pursue.
Don't retain.
Get into NTU with celeste (and join NTU TKD! Cel says they are good cos they teach fighter techniques instead of pattern and all)
Do something cool. (idk what just something cool la!)

okay now...
I SERIOUSLY SHOULD BE STUDYING.

2008-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Cycled at east coast till my butt hurts. LOL. not the whole OG was there anyway. At least 12 turned up yay! Tho shuyan joined like very late when cassandra and I had to leave already. I conclude smth, both of us are direction idiots, seriously.
Too bad clarissa was sick and manprit was uncontactable! D:

Shit see that tag by jasmine? grading is on the 18th!! omgomgomg. But its good in a way i can go for cherie's bbq on 20th without rushing hahah.

sorry i keep ranting on my blog nowadays :/
somehow or rather, i miss school!

MYEs are coming, i dont wanna studyyyyyy (whines)

okay that's all folks, im gonna go survey crazy again. All those online will not be spared by me! 30 plus already, keep going estelle keep going!

2008-06-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Im back in singapore for the 3rd day alr!! yay yay yay yay.
Seriously so sick of fries, burgers, dry skin and chilly winds. :/
But UK was great anyhow, love the place. i might post about it, but i reckon i'll be too lazy.

I just remembered LL's gone to Aust. Dang. im back and she's gone.

Past 2 nights suffering from jetlag though. i couldnt sleep at night and woke up at about 3 pm. But this morn's better, i woke at 1pm. I hope tmr i can wake up for OG outing. Meeting them at 12, we're going to east coast woots! i miss lynette hahaha :D

Okay kwan called just now to say they're going BPS to train tmr. Should i go train or go outing? i feel so bad i alr miss like 4 trainings? And i just learnt that grading is on the 20th. SHIT SHIT SHIT SO SOON?! But on the other hand.......... idk la! i'll go for the next training k!

'Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian' is not bad. Went to watch at vivo today with cherie! It is a damn long show though, some parts are kinda lame.

ok that's it for now! og outing yay!!!!!!!

2008-05-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

Thought i'd drop by for awhile before i leave, oh man everybody is asking me to buy stuff for them hahaha! i say first hor, if i see then i buy k, no promises. Plus, i dont think i have alot of shopping time.

Its way cool anyway but i think i'll be home sick and judo sick and computer sick and friends sick and whatever sick. HAHA
so sad i cant go on sat for the 44th batch of nco's pop!!!! damn, cant see my fellow batch ncos too. D: i miss them i miss them i miss them.

ahhhhhhhhhh okay bye. LOL

2008-05-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

Went to sch for nth today haha. Had to collect the lit trip logistics. Went home to put the stuff so didnt meet steph! Sry but still..
Happy 17th Birthday Friend!!!

Went for dinner afterwards with peng, kwan, angel, pinglynn, sinying! @ airport. Dk why they chose that place but haha. Nice to meet up with Sinying and Pinglynn. Who cares about the others i see them almost everyday LOL. It was quite interesting today everyone had fits of laughter for no apparent reason, then as we all know, peng is a major eyecandy now in NY then me and kwan kept pretending to be her fans. HAHAHA. it irritated the hell out of her but it was freaking fun.

EG: (exclaims wildly) OMG PENG~ she smile to me leyyyy~ (grins widely)
HAHAHAH.

Question: What's softball in chinese? is it "ruan qiu"? hahah seriously we dont know can.

oh anyw peng and qixuan and i think more non-judo ppl have seen the noel&yuda 'i ask my love' video, they think its hilarious too. ROFLMAO.

OMG tmr im flying off alr and i still havent packed finish yet!!!! im dreading the 18 hr flight though. /:
Y'all HAVE to miss me ok! I'll be gone for 123456789.. 10 DAYS!

2008-05-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Judo camp '08! (23rd-24th may)
i bet you'll see blog after blog on the judo camp but heck! im still gonna give my full recount on these awesome days. & i think everyone's was up like days ago already sorry im slow can

Disclaimer: Long post ahead

Day 1 (Aft Gp paper)

With all our barang barang and all, we had to do our Gp mye but that's not the point. I was very sleepy anyway so i was damn glad when its time to go coffee shop to makan dinner . We girls + terence, the only guy. (technically, he is our sister already, so my brother is now my sister haha) Stupid guy was like, "no appetite, no appetite" then when got some of the guys appear already, he "got appetite already" and rushed to buy food. Sickeningly, ivan was calling peiwen on some certain advice, then we were passing the phone around then they kept shooting me with whatever advice they gave him at me too. (tsk, dont know what im talking about nvm)

Group 2= Michelle+Martin+Jordon+Serene+Feri+Keith+ShengHui+Hariz+Estelle

Girls at the start of camp

Started off the camp with whacko, which turned to be quite funny, cos they kept tricking the person in the middle by shouting a person's name but pointing in another direction. It is very confusing you know. Then there was the squirrel and tree game, OMG YOU ALL SHOULD HEAR XINRU SCREAMING CAN. ha ha ha ha. but it was all very hysterical and i was squealing like mad also. I guess we were all high in drugs after the paper. Me and kelly were initially trees with Liling as squirrel then we both decided to abandon her for fun. Found another homeless random squirrel, leaving LL screaming away and Jasmine very amused, that she suddenly had trees over her. LOL

Thrust Fall rocked. Though like not much kick, not high enough. The level camp one was much higher, if i didnt rmb wrongly. We all kept screaming for extra tables to be added but in the end only one was added. (okay la, if add more the guys will hit their head on the ceiling alr)
But it was fun! We kept sabo-ing seniors to do it. We formed an all-girls team and attempted to catch Vincent (or was it martin? i keep mixing the both of them up). But luckily.... he didnt fall through the cradle. POWER! The demo was hilarious too. Initially it was supposed to be michelle (super skinny), then we all screamed for mitchell (biggie).
Sheng Hui (aka oracle) was highlight i think. He kept hesitating to fall until all of us were exasperated. After each failed attempt you can see the seniors banging their fists on the mat and our hands were aching like shit. But still, team spirit! So we said we werent tired. He still did it in the end anyway, so yay!

Nightwalk was alright la, it wasnt exactly scary. (okay it wasnt scary at all) Sadly, my group missed 2 stations. D: sian! OH MR KWEK's STORY scared the shit outta me. i wasnt expecting the scare, i think many ppl screamed, it was super shocking can!! i screamed damn loud and moved backwards, peiwen was like "relac relac" haha. Jasmine's station seemed damn scary la, cos before that my group heard diana scream damn loudly, then serene went in before me and screamed too. So i was all," oh shit everyone scream so scary!" Then jasmine's face was so fierce also D: In the end when i went in, i just looked at mitchell in the scream mask lamely. haha. I was quite blur la, couldnt find the candle as i was expecting something lit or what. Then i went to rummage the doll that was playing the eerie music. LOL.

Movie screening after was '300'. Given a choice of '300', 'saving private ryan' and 'rocky 4', you think we girls will be interested meh? So ended up playing terence's nintendo, (which apparently i got owned even tho it was supposed to be a girl's kinda game) But I was distracted by the fight scenes ok! not my fault can!! This was apparently my second attempt at watching 300 but i still dont know what's going on, never had enough attention to keep me watching. Senior were damn lame, as it was M18, they asked us to close our eyes at those sex scenes or the oracle part, which kind of backfired and made everyone open their eyes even wider.
We waited for most ppl to sleep, then we attacked the boys! Our evil vice capt Nadiah reminded us. So me, Liling, Peiwen, Kelly and Nadiah went around putting lip gloss on the boys' faces. Nadiah was painting their nails pink. i think jordan got the worst of it. Too bad noel, yuda and terence were not sleeping, or they're the first targets.
Mitchell was so gross can! He was walking around with a huge tube of toothpaste and smearing it on ppl's faces. Oh i forgot, his Hawaii dance was equally disturbing.

somehow wasnt too tired so played cards with Dj, jasmine, xinru, LL, pw, kelly. But me and kelly went off to try to sleep first. Xinru said 'close eyes for awhile' and somehow didnt wake up after that. LOL

Day 2
I think we're damn dumb. All of us actually woke up on time for PT. It was only until then did Kelly(Kelvin) told us that last year they all overslept till like 8am and cancelled PT altogether. DAMN! So we were trying to hoax Xinru into going back to sleep very successfully when Nadiah came. She woke up immediately -.-'' If only they said earlier.....

Training+pt+training again was damn tiring. We girls just piled on top of each other and rested.

Well.. it was also a camwhoring opportunity.

After training, took team photos, i dont know why we chose to do that after we're all sticky and sweaty but here they are anyway.

If you think noel's chest is overexposed, what's this?

hahhaha boon bin.

Had outdoor and indoor games too, dang my group keep tying for outdoor games.
Indoor games we simply played monkey. But it was hilarious. SAMUEL HAHAHAAAHAHAHHAA.
oh ya during training i kind of landed on my hip bone then it was kinda pain and i was rubbing it then terence caught me doing it and say i was scratching butt!! argh, now samuel and jordan wont stop going on about it... tsk.

Finale was the bomb! It was a fake campfire out of torches but for the song 'i ask my love', we had 2 couples act it out!! Freaking hilarious, first it was terence and kelly (capt & capt sao)

Then it was the infamous gays, noel and yuda. HERE'S THE LINK EVERYONE. (very disturbing!)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=DxuuoX5v078

The skits were equally hilarious,all of us were influenced by 300 the night before so everything had snippets of spartanic stuff everywhere. Boon Bin was a 'Chao ah gua' (sissy in hokkien) who learned judo and owned everyone. Kelly raped Chunhern, dont know what else was going on in the skit i think everyone only paid attention to that. My group was about how judo changed fairytales. There was snowwhite and the seven dwarfs(who were not very dwarfy), sleeping/burping beauty (zuyao's infamous burps) and beauty&the beast, little 'WHITE' riding hood (DJ childishly skipping around in the gi) and YAMA as the spartan thingy. He was supposed to ippon everyone then at the last part we were supposed to throw biscuits as the thousand arrows. Er unfortunately.... the last one kena his balls. OOPS. but i think it only ALMOST kena, cos when i apologized to him he didnt seem to know what was going on though everyone's stomach was aching like hell already.

After everything and all the clearing up and hoo ha, went to eat macs at abt 11pm? Talk about bad eating habits haha. (Terence, Kelly, Peiwen, Liling, Yuda, Me.) Zuyao and Boonbin kind of went in then awhile later go out. haha. All of us were like half awake, even i who was initially hyper got kind of blur later. Fetched kelly and peiwen home, 3 of us just knocked out in the car already. When my parents asked for their address, they were kind of like" huh?"

There're much more pictures you can see from my photobucket when i get the higher resolution ones tmr from qianying! just follow the links on the pics actually.

that's it for now!

2008-05-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

This blog's kinda rusty! Been kinda eventful for the past week so hardly had time to blog. (plus i was feeling lazy hee hee)

Judo camp was a blast! <3
I'll post up pictures when i get it from qianying, and find out who's the owner of the other mysterious camera.

Will post pictures from the movie gathering on vesak too when i get it!

oh man, its time to study i know, MYE is approaching but i dont feel the heat! And im leaving for UK on thurs but i havent packed a single thing!! Shit, i'll miss 3 trainings next week and i dont feel like going to BPS to train the week after. How! Im so weak already please.

HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE

2008-05-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

suckxzxzxzxzxz la.

2008-05-12T21:33:00.001+08:00

I realized, more people read my blog than i actually think there is. So im gonna be more discreet now haha.

Actually i only wanted to say , THANKS KWAN!!!
Hee hee, for wasting few hours with me, when you could have just gone home. Just so i can_______, even though it was futile, but you're the best k!

Today's pretty dull. Or rather, really dull. I was supposed to study and we had nothing to do so went mpr to see the J2s train. Lesser ppl train damn nice la, should go next time aik.

ATTENTION 0831: TMR IS SPECS DAY
Contacts people please wear specs, perfect eyesighters please wear fake specs. Woots this is gonna be fun.
Im gonna be in my geeky glasses dont laugh at me alright.

0831 manseh!!

Its getting very exhausting. Song of my life man.

2008-05-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

It was great!
Tho' i felt a little bad for missing Ny's to go to Tj's but.... it was great!
Well, i had to support my dearest may right.

MINYU is a goondo head. Srsly. & she says im entitled to call her that.
I met that goon at parkway, to get balloon for may and also my mother's day gift. It was 650, and the concert starts at like 7?! So i was like, take a taxi, blah blah. So i asked her while we were waiting for the taxi.

Stl: Where in Tj is the conert? Hall? Or whatever..?
My: (takes out ticket to check) Victoria Concert hall.
(both our faces start to change with a sudden realization........)
Both: OH MY GOD.

I took a picture while she was whining how stupid and guilty she felt.....

Okay, actually it was partly my fault cos i wanted to get mother's day stuff so we were kind of late. But still.. ! that goon. ><
This is the balloon we got for may!

Because we love her! :D

We were late, but fortunately we only missed one song. Saw Yahui and Steph Leng! (who were also late)
Highlights of spirited away was awesome.
They had a stage band where they acted out phantom of the opera. It was damn hilarious and lame. Of course, May was the female lead hahhaa.
May was super sexaye in that dress, when she came out me and minyu were like (stunned with mouth open)LOL. She could seriously act bimbo and its not everyday you see two guys snatching over your pal. Kind of sad that she couldn't stick around much cos she had to pack up and all.
i hope she loves the balloon anyway!

It was until i saw them that i realized,
I MISS MINYU AND MAY ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.

ALOT

2008-05-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had mass convo again, & we all talking about getting team bags, which will be damn cool. This is the one we're targetting.

Then I suddenly had a fetish for judo merchandise, which is ultra 'swee'. Here are some of the stuff i found while surfing around.

Judo caps

Adidas judo lanyard

Judo hoodies

Judo tees

Its awesome luh. Too bad most of the stuff here are not from Singapore.

Alrighty im off to meet minyu, whom i havent seen since in months! Since korean classes ended. And watch may at her concert too.
TJ band concert anyone? =)

2008-05-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

Okay im home very early today. H1 cancelled and i have no chinese, so i was contemplating whether to waste time in sch or just go home, then LL hurried me to go home. haha. now what? so boring, but i READ NEWSPAPER AND STUDIED A LIL' OKAY. I say go home nth to do, she say blog and post pics, so here i am.

Today was Be Yourself Day anyway, there was a super cool J2 class and a super cool grim reaper of some sort i saw. Me and debo actually wanted to find the person and take photo but unfortunately it (he/she idk) left the library before we ended lesson. We were looking from the lit room exclaiming how cool it was during lesson LOL. Debo was very cool too, some naruto thingy. Then qixuan was the pokemon catcher thing and yinxue was tempura sushi and syahidah had quite a cool outfit but i dont know what was it, lol sorry. had pics taken with deb! shall post them when i get it.

These were from yesterday i think,

Liling, Me, Rachel.
(somehow my eyes look super small that day right? And big eyebags shit.)

Liling, Peiwen, Me, Kelly.

Ended early also yesterday cos lit was cancelled. So we went to makan at j8. Kelly, peiwen, Liling along with Rachel and bf.
Judo yesterday, was funny. (actually i should say, as usual, was funny) All of us kept imitating coach's signature *clap snap point* thing :D He is the funniest coach on earth! Not to forget tues he did the "ROCK" thing. He was trying to explain some groundwork stuff and went like, Rock (shake) not "rock"(sticks out tongue and shows rock symbol with both hands while shaking head)
It was damn cute, then me, peiwen and a few others were all " so cute so cute so cute"
coach: what did you say...?!
LOL. But his actions are very interesting can.

ohohoh and appearing on my blog the first time.... .......(drumrolls)

OUR SCANDALOUS CAPT AND VICE CAPT
(actually Liling took the picture, im just helping to spread it)
(p.s: they might kill me heh)

Woots Pizza for dinner tonight. LL's family going korean bbq hahha. No link ya i know.

Today's Emotion: =)
I'm falling into a black hole, its too late to stop myself.

2008-05-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

2008-05-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday judo was very funny. (apart from poor LL who sprained her ankle) I realize i always end up partnering Evelyn for groundwork, which is super funny. LOL, she is ultra violent and violative(is there such a word?) The match was funny, we were supposed to lie down side by side and see who's reaction is faster and pin the other person down. Coach kept faking us, which made us very jumpy, much to the laughter of our audiences. (the injured people and the nothing better to do people)

I felt so bad my middle finger bled & i had my blood all over diana's gi & pants, peiwen's gi, kelly's gi...... SORRY! I feel so awful for dirtying your gis. Then now they have to wash it before the week is up.

BY THE WAY...
I WANNA MURDER SOME PEOPLE ALREADY.

Now i seriously understand what is called 'emotional roller coaster' okay, stupid stupid stupid so many things have happened i dont know where to start and im certainly not gonna post it on my blog hahah you think im dumb?
But this is all making things very difficult for me. I already stayed 'swear free' for one day & i just accidentally sweared yesterday. Okay determination......!!!
(note to self: find other substitute words to swear)
Sucks laaaaaa they are all making it all so obviousss. PLEASE SPARE ME.

Mass convos can kill. I mean juggling so many at a time is just crazy! Its so messy i was afraid of typing into the wrong window haha. i can be in this mass convo yet having private convos with each of the other people in and out of the convos. Aye this is madness.

And today, i went for econs lecture!! (applauds) Thanks to LL's starburst, i was kind of hyper when the row in front of us all fell asleep. LOL
GP was surprisingly very interesting! We watched a video on 'inside north korea'. I thought it was sad but hilarious too. Such restricted life, no freedom, poor living conditions, brainwashed, is this even human living? The funny thing was, when the blind people regained their sight due to some foreign doctor's visit, they all thanked Kim Jung Il, and went like "Man-sehhh!!!" (korean for 'we praise you')
So me and yinxue copied them, and made it a 0831 cheer. hahaha

'0831!'
'Man-sehhhhh!' (raise hands in a dramatic manner)

i swear you're the cutest on earth. (winks)

2008-05-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

My day was (shrugs) alright i guess!
Early in the morning 2.4km. sucks la i got B. D: no more straight As, but im still happy luh, at least i beat my target of a C.
Im damn unfit can, run 6 rounds only feel like dying already. Damn stinky the whole day -.-''

If you should compare a class to a musical, then 0831 is the best choice. LMAO.
We are like straight out from the movie of high school musical can. I have no idea who started it, but suddenly someone sang 'what i've been looking for'. Then we all joined in (except for the few guys lol) and sang a medley of high school musical songs, all the way from outside the library to the classroom we were supposed to go to.
I bet the classes we passed by were like, "what the heck?!"
We poured in the class (still singing) with the previous teacher and one student still there, the teacher gave us an amused look and the student tried to pack as quickly as he could.

But doncha think our class is so cool right? :D

Have i mentioned before? 'Are you smarter than a 5th grader' is quite dumb...? Apart from some US history or US geography i admit i dont know, but the questions are, example:

What scale do you use to measure earthquake?
If one inch is 20 miles on the map, how many inches is 180 miles?

PUR-LEASE LUHH. (its Richter scale and 9 inches just in case you..... )

which reminds me, ytd there was this repeat show on Ch U, some man hunt. The mix blood Gavriil is HAWT, he has omgsohot killer abs.
I just watched this movie anyway, "recycle", which i initially thought was a horror movie but it turned out to be not bad at all.. love twists in movies.

I WANT MCR'S 'THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD!' LIMITED EDITION DVD PACKAGE. IT IS KENA SAI COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
USD59.99 anybody wants to get it for me? hahahaha & i'll love you to bits.

http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blackparadeisdead/

2008-05-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

okay yesterday,
wasnt exactly a good day for me.
i failed my piano practical, though i already had a bit of mental preparation. since i know i screwed up big time. But i thought my songs was okay, especially the romantic one, but she failed it. ARGH. AND IN TOTAL SHE JUST HAD TO FAIL ME BY A FEW MARKS ONLY.
i dont feel like retaking, maybe i should just quit piano. Play for leisure of something.

That wasnt the whole ordeal. My mum, chose the perfect time to pick a fight with me. I know i didnt do well, you don't have to rub it in. Worse, she insisted that i didn't even bother to put in effort. Which sucks, cos its not like i failed on purpose right. She just had to bring up my lousy o level results, claiming that i didn't even bother to put in effort again. I know im a slacker, but at least i did study more than usual for Os. Making accusations that were never true, told me off for lying(which i didn't), reprimanded me for arguing when i tried to explain myself. It sucks alot y'know, seriously sucks. Im so tired of having the same quarrel over and over again. You just don't like whatever i do, you just don't like whatever i like, you're just venting your frustration on your easiest target.

Tip of the iceberg, but i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

Napfa 5 items today!! (shit i know one moment i can be so devastated but now im happy can hee hee)
Somehow, everyone was doing much better than they usually can! And i gott...............(drumrolls)
AAAAA!! (yay)
I was initially whining and groaning about how bad i can be but in the end? lol i had no idea.
First time in history, hahha. Usu inflexible, usu slow in shuttle run, usu bad arm strength. But somehow.............!!!!!!!! Finally hit my target for standing broad jump also. (note to self: next yr aim for 200)
Sit ups were easy peasy, since we're from 0831, we told everyone to do 31 sit ups. A for everybody! (except josephine, who is super physically fit, wanted multiples of 5, so she did 45. never seen a weirdo like her. haha) Then we satisfied yinxue's craving for a 'everybody hands together' thing. (whatever is that called..?)
Right after we did it........ (GRINS)

Went for macs aft that. Syah, Josephine, YX, LL, Rach, Lee yen, Debo.
hope i get at least a C for 2.4km on monday!! (running's my worst shame)

2008-04-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

im so traumatizedddddd. By the judo exco speech. LOL. I have a very obvious weakness, when im nervous i always laugh. Yeah so its very very easy to tell. Liling and kaixin kept giggling behind, stupid terence kept "peace sign -ing" me, Evelyn was raising her eyebrows and somehow everyone had that grin on the face that made me all very 'ganjiong' and i just kept stumbling. ARGH. but somehow nabihah assured it wasnt THAT bad. but i missed out alot of things i wanted to say, skipping all the logical ones and saying all the nonsense ones instead. omg its haunting me. hahahhaa. i hate such stuff like interviews man, i grin all the way and people will think im not serious. I am! really!!!!

okay whatever, assembly was maximum boredom. Some NS talk which i daresay almost all the girls dont even really care about. Even the guys werent very enthusiastic either.

finally, im catching up on my work. i think, at least the work is done although with some holes.......

HMM WHO SHALL ME OUR NEXT CAPTAIN AND VICE CAPT??????????

some random pics the past few days,

pardon me, aft PE very sweaty.

Yinxue, Syahidah, liling!

celebrating nic tay's and paul's belated birthday.

HAHA michello.

Syahidah with extreme spastic-ity.

deborah!

Peng :HEE HEE I GOT SMALL EYES.

Probably the only time you'll find rachel looking so un-glam.

haha.

House excos. Shangyu and Nictay.

Weian stone.

Huda! & her chrysanthemum packet.

Lyana!

(liling, me, rachel, syahidah, leeyen,behind: deborah, yixiang, michelle
LOL there are 2 jokers behind posing with us if you can spot them.

photo credits to syahidah's camera and many random people who took it to take random photos. PLUS MICHELLE WHO TOOK A VERY UNGLAM ONE OF ME AND I SWEAR I WILL NOT POST IT FOR ANYONE TO SEE

2008-04-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

Woots today is a great day! hahahah~ it's ben & jerry's free cone day =) & lessons were super slack, only 2 lectures and CT.
Me, Liling (new name LILO hhaha), Weian, Yixiang, Yinxue, NicTay and Victoria went to PS to grab some yummy ice cream. HEE HEE NEW YORK SUPER FUDGE CHUNK!
The queue looked damn long, but it was alright. LOL raging hormones, yixiang and weian kept looking out for pretty girls. -.-''

Had to meet up for the lit trip thing today, so in the end i got to training at 6 plus close to 7? D: cant train for the whole week alr!! OMG IM SO EXCITED TO GO TO UK. hahah Lee Yen's my buddy buddy for the trip. Even though, im sad LL's not going. But fortunately.... i think i wont be missing judo camp alr!

btw...................... im just very happy today! (told you i have mood swings)

2008-04-28T21:24:00.001+08:00

STL IS GRINNING STUPIDLY TO HERSELF TODAY! :D

2008-04-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

Okay im about to rant. It is so freaking boring on a sunday like this. The family was supposed to go out, but then my dad wasnt feeling well and my mum went out to get some stuff so i just stayed home to accompany him.

Wingyan's probably gonna join her school's judo too! heh heh heh if she does we'll be the tkd +judo freaks alr. But she's deciding between aikido and judo, that crazy ass already got hapkido as well. -.-'' (but she say aikido got weapon, that is kena sai cool can)
Already missing tkd trainings. If she joins judo too, her trainings will coincidentally be the same days as mine and i dont know what we'll do about tkd. D: (pouts)

WELL............. im bored! really bored really bored. i bet you're going," heck im gonna blog hop to another one now this stupid girl rants like nobody's heck"

oh by the way, happy birthday nic tay. (i know you're reading this) and anyhow, i got your elmo keychain okay, though its not what i really had in mind..... but it looks really spastic/cute! Dang i still owe syahidah hers (bangs head)

good luck to those going for groundwork compeititon today anyway, sorry i didnt go down to support.
i finally watched AVP2 anyway! (i know im slow)

im moody yesterday, today, and probably many days from now.

2008-04-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

PT ended real early today, i even ran extra back at the gym. Not bad aye? But there's PE tmr & i dont wanna do 2.4km!!!! i already did it on tues and today i ran 3.2km if you add it all up together. PLUS, there's training.
Stupid Peiwen and kelly actually took up my challenges today at the gym. HAHAHAHAHA (LAUGHS LOUDLOUD) in the end i didnt even win any challenge on any machine then they were there doing so many till they ached and saying i noob. HEH HEH HEH.
Kwan tmr still need donate blood la she sure 'peng' by training.

haha im leading a double agent life. LOL only LL knows what im saying.

A simple thing can just make my day! <3

2008-04-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Pikchures from Judo competition! (support only kk)

went hawker to makan and support the J2s (michelle, jacqueline, nadiah, noel) at bedok sports hall. correct me if i spell their names wrongly.
seeee so many of us support 4 ppl?! This doesnt even include the guys and the other J2s.

JUDO J1 GIRLS!

Me, Liling, Rella!

okay not much camwhoring. my blog's already filled with so many pics i suspect they take ages to load.

i just dont understand life's complexities. Some things are so simple yet so hard. Some things seem so difficult yet are so simple.
shucks why am i being so irony!
If you wish for it, you'll never get it, if you dont want it, it'll be thrust upon you.

2008-04-20T18:54:00.001+08:00

I .
HATE.
TWITS.

i will pluck out all your hair and make you swallow it. HMPH

2008-04-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

I was super super tired on thurs for judo. I had hardly any energy left inside me. Tues was judo, Wed was PT, Thurs PE our teacher tricked us that it was only 5 items then after we completed them, she said we had to run 2.4km. DANG. Hardly any break then i had to go hiphop during common lunch. (i only had time to eat cos i ponned econs) Then judo after school. MAD AYE?

It was barely10 mins into training then i was starting to feel really shagged. HARAI GOSHI IS A CURSE FOR ME OKAY. i cant do it right, i end up hurting Liling a lil', i cant fall right and god knows what's wrong with me. I was like "LL i dont want to do alrrrrrr (whines)". That girl just forced to me do one more one more, for me own good luh heh heh tks.

Friday we had the drama night thing after school. It was quite good i guess? The students can really act.! i thought the play "walls" was damn hilarious and i kept laughing super loudly till NicTayand Pauline was like, "Estelle SHUDDAP".
i guess i do always laugh at the wrong timess.......

so here i am on a saturday trying to finish all my homework. (attempting to start alr!)'
RANT
RANT
RANT

i got these pik -churess. THEY ARE SUPER SPASTIC & UNGLAM. (WARNING!)

spastic

extremely spastic.

we're acting cute! spot 0-10!

stanley the class dad.

Class dudes. With some imposters. (spot them!)

Dorks of the class.

Me and LiLing couldnt hold our smile. The other 2 are professional gangsters!

RAWR!!

tmr got judo competition for the seniors im going to support woots!

2008-04-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

0831 is a camwhoring class.
HAHAAHA we were like camwhoring throughout CT period today. it's only one hour but i think in total there's like 60 photos?????

shall just post up ONE. yes ONE.

okay TWO

dont you just love 0831? SO MUCH.
i'll post more when im not too lazy!

im loving judo alot alot. Coach is very funny and creative. (creative for today) we had the piggy back race thing where guys will piggy back girls and we'll attempt to pull each other down from the 'horse'. Last man standing wins! It was hilarious and tiring at the same time. (yeah even for us!)
Terence and kelly were like the best duo. they won champion twice!

i think, i wont quit even if i dont get into school team, which is a very high chance i wont.

2008-04-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Syahidah!

the star of the day!

We got her a cake, and tried smearing it on her face hahah. In the end, i kena-ed a little. Well but hope you enjoyed your day syahidah! I actually made a card halfway through but i forgot all about it, i owe you first k!

some more pictures with my beloved 0831!

Michello!

With her new sexy hair that looks like yixiang's

Nic Tay is like a little boy

Liling's posing with her nerds. (and imitating some twits haha)

LL, Rach, Deb, Shangyu, me

Me & Rachel! i kinda like the yellow-y effect.

YinXue!!!! heh heh heh her expressions are always very cute.

hey hey you you____________.
You can do so much better.

2008-04-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

this blog's so dead! i shall make an effort to blog though, as often as i can, since its my only way to rant & release some stressssss.
i hate my timetable, some days i've got boring long breaks and some days the lessons are jammed right up to my neck. Like today i've got like 4 hrs free?! (hee hee actually is cos i skip econs lect but whateverrrr)

so we went to macs to makan. Then me & peng followed yinxue, qixuan and syahidah to cedar. The two of us cchms werent very used to the high pitched screeching and the sea of girls. HAHA. Even though i was from an all girl's sch in primary but still.... them lil' kids dont scream like that! YinXue was bombarding me with jokes while the other 3 just stoned & only i laughed like a hyena. :X

okay that was like wed, i realized i typed halfway and forgot all about it. till now.

yest i went for Nanyang's got Talent.
well.... Nanyang's really got talent! STANLEY WAS THE BESTTTTTTTT. Im looking at him differently now, not the insane stanley haha. (& his twin sister vvvvvvv chio) The beat boxers were kinda awesome. Mr Kwek was being really very cute during the magic show (it wasnt very stunning the magic) Most entertaining award went to the group where they combined singing, beatbox, violin, and some chee-na instrument idk what name. Creative eh? Too bad stanley didnt win but we still love him! screamed ourselves hoarse for him. :D
I was a lil' insane. Moody yet quite high. HAHAHA.
I kept staring in a particular direction (my daily dosage of medicine, i call it) There was quite a sad song sung by that singer. (i forgot his name)

oh & ya, i learnt to play bridge ! During the insanely long break.
back to a little of my camwhoring nature, some from the past few days too! heh heh heh ho ho ho

LiLing! I love this girl loadssss

Deb, Me, LiLing.

Me, Jiawei (booboo!), Valerie

Rachel the pretty whose hair is never messy.

We're. Both. Idiots.

Valerie!

Similar expressions. HMMMMMMMMMM.

Now vying for the top 3 spastic personnel of 0831...... (drumrolls)

Nic Tay.

Qi Xuan.

Unquestionably, the winner. Wei An.
(i swear he looks like the simpsons that guy)

Please don't strangle me when you see this. (esp nic tay)

today was back for chung cheng bazaar! There were helll loads of people. Like so many batches of ppl and many outsiders too.
we had like too many coupons & didnt know where to spend luh! It was the first time i've seen cchms so lively! (even though it was raining super heavily when i arrived & shared a cab with 2 random ppl i met at the bus stop) It was nice seeing some of the teachers again & the chungcheng-ers.
Peiwen's bro was like, celebrity. hahaha he is soooo cute! Very. Stupid angel kept holding my hand cos she was afraid of slipping haha. & pinglynn was hungry. as usual. Not many loyaltians went back but at least i managed to see some ppl i havent seen in quite a while... like sinying, jiawei, charmaine, yahui, steph leng, celeste, eunice, huishan... & may!

2008-04-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

Taekwondo Vs Wrestling

kinda cool aye? i wanted to find taekwondo vs judo but there wasnt any. I guess wrestling's the closest substitution.
The tkd dude was stupid though, tkd doing ground work gurantee plus chop lose what!

i went to support Rachel's table tennis match @ plmgs, along with Liling, Weian and Yinxue! That girl is super glam even when she's playing. (checks hair, tucks in shirt, fidgits) ha ha ha
These two days are kinda exciting! (grins uncontrollably)

2008-04-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

Went back for campfire yest! Was supposed to play pool at katong but decided not to throw face. Went back early to play volleyball instead, since i brought my vball along. Campfire was surprisingly short and very little ex-ncos went back. Except for our batch, though we werent very welcomed there anyway.
Went to makan Macs at singpost where the stupid macs ppl took damn damn damn damn long to serve. Hungry like mad it was 10 already & i havent eaten my dinner!!!

BORING. I keep starting my sentence with "went". ARGH.

okay then i went to tpy sports hall to help out at tkd grading, had to wake up very early.
YAWNS.
& being sucha huge procrastinator, i still havent done my PI. hahaha. Did i mention it was due last thurs? Shit there's GP essay test tmr. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

Have i ever mentioned i loathe adults????
if you're above 21, you're kinda old.
if you're above 25, you're starting to get on my nerves.
if you're above 30, you better not get in my way.
if you're above 40, GO SCREW YOURSELF.

sorry for stereotyping but from experience, i'd rather remain an adolescent thankyou. life's much better that way. I can just roll my eyes and point my middle finger at you if i hate you. (dont care if i sound childish!)

i wanna go judo tmr!! but got piano. SIANNNNNNNN. Life sucks la damn.

Find yourself talking about judo constantly?
Find every conversation leading to judo?
Find yourself doing something else yet thinking about how to ippon someone in judo?

if you have the above symptoms, you're a judo freakkkkkk!
JAS=Judo Addictive Syndrome (nah that's just my own creation)

2008-04-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired again! training's getting tougher! but i like it. heh.
i know this will be nothing compared to DB ppl, they have their initiation today & im worried for them (i mean its insane to torture them so much!)
monday, judo & PE . tues, judo. wed, pt. thurs, judo & PE again!! My body is screaming. 'Sar right i wanna be strongerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (have i already said that?)

i keep procrastinating & im here ranting useless stuff while my PI which is overdue is not even done yet. shit.
what the heck im boring to the max. you reading can scram away if you want to.

2008-04-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

i feel good, AH! after a great workout. Gym was ohmygod so straining! im so damn noob im so exhausted even though the bar is like empty?! y'know weightless....... (but it's still darn heavy for us girls!)

Actually, i do have some pictures from sports carnival. (grins sheepishly) By the way im acting i think im suffering from moodswing man. HAHA! whee~
Pictures are from LiLing's cam! shall post up a few.

The shot with most ppl of 0831 in it. (we dont have a class picture yet!)

In love with jump shots, look at qi xuan emo-ing there.

Delicious jellybeans that has been to US yet i havent D:

Spastic face.

YinXue is simply very cute. HAHA

Paul *ahem* Andrew *ahem* & Josephine *ahem*

we're girls! what do you expect?

Oh man there's still judo tmr, plus PE! I can confirm gurantee plus chop i will have muscle ache. In fact, im already starting to feel it.
i wanna be strongerrr!!!!!!

2008-04-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

Im so so so tired. Exhausted. Of everything. Physically being the least of concern here.
I just don't understand. Don't understand.

Hauled in a life i never wanted, wishing for a life i can never get.

not o-fucking-kay

2008-03-31T21:22:00.001+08:00

what the fuck is wrong with my stupid friendster account that keeps getting stuck.
what the fuck is wrong with the physically unfit me.
what the fuck is wrong with my parents.
what the fuck is wrong with everybody.

what the fuck is wrong with me!
I seriously suck at every single thing. There's nothing I can do well, try thinking of something. Cant right?!
whateverrrrr im so tired & i feel like crap.
if you sense we have something similar, welcome to loser-ville!

2008-03-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

NY sports carnival yest!
surprisingly, i got zero pikchures, compared to the loyaltians at sports meet last yr where we clocked up hundreds of photos, that's quite a feat. (there i go reminiscing again-.-'')

So there was touch rug, frisbee & orienteering. We won frisbee! (yay) Random frisbee playing with Yinxue's ultra cool frisbee paid off. ha ha ha im proud of them! (they said it was a strong opponent okay!) We even played soccer style frisbee beforehand LOL~ Orienteering for those that took part wasnt too well, hearing from them. Yours truly took part in Touch, which was a lil' rough. i think. ? We weren't actually very bothered till we saw the other team full of guys and ruggers, including the physically fit Erpei. (so we went 'OH SHIT') Fortunately Stanley, Weian, Jay subbed some of us in or it'll only be us girls and one zihua. BUT!! We managed to reach the goal we set!!
our goal: don't get zero.
& we got 2! (or was it 3?) still we got thrashed luh, the other team was like 10++++++ ????

The cheering sucked anyway. UNoriginal cheers and lousy atmosphere. (i still think OGLs are THE BOMB hee hee) Didn't think it was exactly nice of Dragon to copy Ares " i feel good" cheer. Even tho' Ares is eventually dragon but still.......... y'know what i mean? It's uniquely ares'! whatever but..
Phoenix was house champion!!!!

Tired & sweaty, went to Bishan J8 to Makan before we set off for The Pillowman.

We were a little late & ran from clark quay to there like mad students.
But, the play rocked totally!! It was a real cool psychological thriller. Gun shot was real and deafening, Shane Mardjuki was handsome & had a charismatic accent, adrian pang could seriously act great, the retard was so convincing, the story had an interesting twist.
Too bad we didnt get to meet the cast, which i remember ms kwok initially said it would be possible to arrange one.
Still it was 40 bucks well spent!

Walked through clark quay & the suah-ku me went exclaiming excitedly over all the gorgeous architecture and design of the bars. Seriously, the 'clinic' bar was cool to the max. They had golden wheelchairs as seats! how often do you see that?! I applaud the designer for the innovative layout! Er & i just found out Gotham, the prom place for our batch, was there haha.

Okay so tired from all the drama. This morning even woke up so early to help Pauline mamm in the workout for some CC's walkathon. Went to watch Semi Pro, which was unbelievably lame. (lamer than scary movie) Stupid Wingyan kept grinning for no reason.
Remember to go for training on tues & help out at grading next wk!

oh there's campfire on sat too. cant wait to go back cchms! i miss np!

2008-03-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHH *YAWNS*

screwed my fucking piano prac, totally. I hope i even pass, much less a merit. To think i was even aiming for distinction.(wkaooo eh estelle you damn think highly of yourself hor)

2008-03-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

"afganistan has osama, singapore has mas selemat, mjc has theodora!"

haha that's minyu's nick. which in my opinion, is freaking hilarious. LMAO ><

Everyone's going so mas selamat crazy, that in the afternoon i was out with my parents, there was some sort of road block whereby the traffic police were shoo-ing us to the other road. So in the car, my relatives & all were speculating, eg" Maybe they searching for Mas Selemat".

until the officer said.........
"Fallen Tree, please take the other road"

DOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Madness eh?

& 5 ppl i know already claims Mas Selamat as BF. ha ha ha..